.....A Mat in the morning, a Lebai in the night.....

It's Getting Uglier..

2008-10-02T15:05:00.007+08:00

2 October 2008

What is athlete's foot?..

Athlete's foot is a fungal infection that typically occurs on the feet..because the infection is common among people who exercise or play sports, it was named athlete's foot..however, anyone can experience athlete's foot..

Fungus thrives in warm, dark, moist places, such as the inside of a shoe, in locker rooms, showers, and around swimming pools..when you walk through a contaminated area, your bare feet come in contact with the fungus..if your feet or the area between your toes stays moist, the fungus will grow..

A risk factor is something that increases your chance of getting a disease or condition;

- Risk factors include:
- Prior athlete's foot infection
- Walking barefoot in locker rooms or public places
- Not keeping your feet clean and dry
- Wearing air-tight or poorly ventilated shoes or boots
- Sweaty feet
- Hot, humid weather
- Disorders of the immune system

this is what is on my right feet..gee..

peace outz!..

Ribut Dalam Cawan..

2008-10-02T14:41:00.003+08:00

2 October 2008

got this from someone special;

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Lelaki adalah pemimpin wanita..bukan dalam sesuatu bidang kerjaya, sebuah organisasi atau negara tetapi dalam sebuah keluarga..

kepimpinan lelaki dalam sebuah rumah tangga tidak akan dapat diambil alih oleh wanita (isteri)..mahu tak mahu, bila seorang lelaki bergelar suami, dia adalah pemimpin kepada isterinya tidak kira apa pangkat atau gelaran yang dimiliki oleh isterinya di luar rumah, baik isterinya guru, doktor, peguam atau sesiapa saja..

apakah kelayakan seorang pemimpin dalam sebuah keluarga?..
pertama dan utama, ialah kemampuan memimpin dirinya..hanya orang yang mampu memimpin dirinya sendiri mampu memimpin orang lain dengan baik dan betul..

amalkan apa yang dicakap..selaras antara lisan dan tindakan..isteri dan anak-anak mungkin gagal mengikut apa yang kita cakap, tetapi mereka tidak akan gagal mengikut apa yang kita buat..sejak dahulu lagi, manusia lebih percaya mata daripada telinga.. ertinya, apa yang dilihat oleh mata (tindakan) lebih dipercaya daripada apa yang didengar oleh telinga (cakap)..sebab itu ada yang bersifat cakap tak serupa bikin..

satu lagi faktor utama pada kejayaan memimpin dalam sebuah keluarga ialah sifat penyayang..ingat selalu, kita boleh menyayangi tanpa memimpin tetapi kita tidak boleh memimpin tanpa menyayangi..orang yang lebih tinggi kasih sayangnya, maka lebih tinggi kemampuannya untuk memimpin..sebab itu para rasul terutamanya Nabi Muhammad s.a.w mampu memimpin dengan berjaya..justeru, baginda adalah pemimpin yang paling menyayangi keluarga, masyarakat dan umatnya..selalu kita dengar kekata dalam bab kemaafan "..sedangkan nabi ampunkan umat.."

apabila ada sifat kasih sayang, kadar toleransi kita apabila berdepan dengan konflik atau krisis akan meningkat..bila isteri meragam, merajuk atau marah, kita masih boleh 'maintain our cool' - kawal perasaan dan fikiran..tidak akan cepat marah, melatah atau membalas perlakuan negatif si isteri..bezakan antara 'kelakuan' dan 'orangnya'..benci kelakuannya yang negatif, tetapi di dalam hati kita tetap sayang..jika inilah perasaan kita, maka itulah modal bagi kita berdepan dengan kemarahan, ragam dan ledakan perasaannya dengan tenang..selagi kita tidak hilang kasih sayang, selagi itulah kita boleh menghadapi krisis yang ditimbulkan oleh pasangan kita dengan tenang..inilah kelebihan yang sepatutnya ada pada orang lelaki..

saya cabar diri saya dan anda..jadilah lelaki sebenar..yakni lelaki yang 'walk your talk' - cakap serupa bikin..

jadilah lelaki sebenar..yang penuh dengan kasih sayang dan ketenangan (sakinah)..

lelaki yang mampu berdepan dengan ribut dalam rumahtangga seperti menghadapi ribut dalam cawan...akhirnya dapat ditenangkan lalu diminum dengan penuh keenakkan..

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Honesty..

2008-09-07T16:11:00.002+08:00

7th September 2008

In any relationship, complete honesty is always needed..in fact, honesty should be part of the relationship's foundation..basically, no one likes being lied to and if a relationship is to flourish, it should not be peppered with lies..

Lying with words is simple enough to pull off but easy enough to detect..no matter how smooth the lie has been delivered, we all have an innate sense of knowing that we were lied to..just that feeling we have been deceived already hurts, regardless of whether it was done deliberately or not..

But there is another form of lying that is more dangerous than lying with words..it is called emotional dishonesty..there are times that you like the guy so much that you would do anything to keep him with you..you would change your manner of speaking, the way you dress, the way you wear your hair, your personal routine, everything about you, just to please him..infect, you are lying to yourself by not staying true to your own identity and you are lying to him as well for showing him a different person than who you really are..

In the end, the truth shall come out..you are not only in danger of losing him when the truth behind the lies is finally revealed, but you would also lose yourself in the process..losing yourself is one of the worst possible outcomes in the end of a relationship; sometimes, it is hard to regain the sense of who you truly are..

2008-08-01T19:43:00.005+08:00

1st August 2008

Here's a good start to prepare yourself for NS..

F.H..

2008-07-25T21:39:00.004+08:00

25th July 2008

this can't be happening..

why must it be now?..

Oh Allah, I can't leave like this anymore..

Mondae Blues..

2008-07-21T21:33:00.003+08:00

21st July 2008

It has been raining for the past few daes and todae it was raining the whole dae..

I felt down and gloomy..I guess I know why..

she's not here by my side..

This Is For You..

2008-07-19T12:37:00.008+08:00

21st July 2008

"Until You" by Shanye Word

Until You

Baby life was good to me
But you just made it better
I love the way you stand by me
Throught any kind of weather
I don't wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you fell the world is on your shoulders
Don't wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me i will do whatever

[Chorus]
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby nobody, nobody, until you
Baby it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted
You never know what's missing
Till you get everything you need,yeah
I don't wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
Don't wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me, I'll do whatever
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you know me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby, nobody, nobody until you
See it was enough to know
If I ever let you go
I would be no one
Cos I never thought I'd feel
All the things you made me feel
Wasn't looking for someone until you

[Chorus repeat twice]
Nobody, nobody, until you

2008-07-19T11:17:00.005+08:00

19th July 2008

I always say and do the wrong things..never a time I'm right..

I realise that I have not been the best but surely I'm not giving up that easily..

I'm weak, I'm careless, I'm useless..

I'm holding on..holding on to what is true..

please give me a chance..

Feeling Blue..

2008-07-12T20:06:00.002+08:00

12th July 2008

i'm rather disappointed with myself..

it's never easy being someone who has limited experience and immature..i have no mood to do anything right now..

peace outz!..

Updates..

2008-07-10T16:08:00.003+08:00

10th July 2008

Up-coming lectures, talks and activities @ Al-Muttaqin Mosque..

Date: 16 July 2008
Time: After Isyak
Title: "PERANCANGAN KEWANGAN SEHUBUNGAN ZAKAT"
Lecturer: Ust Suhaimi Mustar

Date: 23 July 2008
Time: After Isyak
Title: "MUKJIZAT ISRAK MIKRAJ DARI PERSPEKTIF AL-QUR'AN"
Lecturer: Ust Nazirudin Md Nassir

Date: 16 August 2008
Time: After Maghrib
Activity: Majlis Nisfu Syaaban
Lecturer: Ust Md Zuhal Abdul Lathif

Date: 22 August 2008
Time: After Isyak
Activity: Solat Tasbih
Lecturer: Ust HMN Tijany

Date: 29 August 2008
Time: After Isyak
Activity: Majlis Tahlil Arwahan
Lecturer: Ust HMN Tijany

Unfortunately all lectures, talks and activities will be conducted in Malay..all Muslims are invited..

peace outz!..

Haiz..

2008-06-29T12:49:00.004+08:00

29th June 2008

when was the last time I updated my blog?..hmm..*ponders*

well, I have been in camp for the past 3 weeks or so..can imagine what I have been missing in the 'outside world'..ahakz..

as for now, I have something to share..here goes!..

for those who know me, I don't like to take the train..as alwaes, I still prefer to take the bus..heh.. anywaes, I was making my way back 'home' just now when I noticed something..I was sitting at the back of the bus (it's alwaes a good place to observe people) when I saw an old aunty started to change seats..I guess it's the sun ar, some people just can't stand the unbearable heat..

back to that aunty, she kept on moving from one seat to another sey..not only that, she was sitting at the outermost side of the seat, the side nearer to the walkway ar..and she placed her 'barang-barang' beside her, the inner seat..ish, felt like going to her and give her nudge on her head sey..heh..no ah, no ah..

she obviously doesn't care about other passengers who wanna sit, even though she knows that the bus is getting crowded..and for your info, I detest crowded places..

what is a 2-seater seat used for?..to put your groceries is it?..*smacks my forehead* haiz..why can't people understand..it's something that we don't need to think to react per..no offence, but how can other passengers give up their seat to an elderly person due to 'kesian-ness' if they don't use it properly?..*trying to calm myself down*

I think the public bus service provider, whatever you call it, should put up signs saying "Please occupy the inner seat to let other passengers sit.." or "Allo, before I come there and make you sit inside, you better move in ar.." okie-okie, maybe I'm abit too much here..my point is that, people of all ages should be more considerate whenever taking the public transport..be it the bus or the train..

what do you guys think?..

anywaes, I apologise for the words used, just need to let it out..

peace outz!..

Less Than a Month..

2008-05-18T14:16:00.006+08:00

18th May 2008

I am left with less than a month to prove myself..

so many things happened since the first dae..I feel that I have not done enough..

peace outz!..

Bertunang..

2008-04-27T15:27:00.002+08:00

27th April 2008

here's something for us to ponder..(sowie for those non-Malays)

Cinta Selepas Bertunang

Kebanyakan orang yang bercinta menyimpan hasrat untuk mempertahankan cintanya hingga ke jinjang pelamin. Ber-tunang adalah cara yang dilakukan bagi menyempurnakan janji untuk berkahwin. Ia adalah tanda pengabadian cinta yang suci dan tulus.

Cinta dalam pertunangan besar ujiannya kerana godaan dan cabaran yang datang dari pelbagai pihak mampu merubah hati dan pendirian pasangan. Orang yang bertunang dikatakan 'berdarah manis' kerana mudah terjebak kepada gangguan perasaan dan terdedah kepada pelbagai cabaran. Oleh sebab itu pertunangan tidak digalakkan untuk tempoh yang lama mengikut adat masyarakat Melayu. Malah ia tidak perlu dihebohkan kepada semua orang kerana dikhuatiri pasangan itu berubah hati dan tidak jadi melangsungkan perkahwinan.

Bertunang tidak sama dengan berkahwin. Bertunang adalah ikatan tetapi ia belum diteguhkan oleh akad yang menghalal-kan segala perhubungan antara lelaki dan perempuan. Bertunang adalah tempoh suai kenal bukan tempoh memadu asrama. Maka orang yang sedang bertunang tidak boleh melanggar batas-batas agama kerana mereka masih belum 'halal' untuk sentuh-bersentuhan, cium-berciuman dan sebagainya. Pihak lelaki perlu menyedari mereka belum lagi menjadi suami, begitu juga pihak perempuan belum bergelar isteri.

Maka berhati-hatilah dalam pergaulan kerana syaitan sentiasa menjadi orang ketiga yang tidak jemu menggoda dan cuba merosakkan cinta yang terbina.

peace outz!..

Guess What?..

2008-04-26T18:34:00.002+08:00

26th April 2008

is there another Mas Selamat in the loose?..where has Adi disappeared to?..heh..

relakz-relakz, i'm still here..some of you might be asking where have I gone to..hmm..how to say ehk?..

basically I have been busy and fully-occupied with NS..since now I have recruits under my supervision..well to be frank, this is my first batch and is an enhance batch..such a big difference when I used to be a recruit last time..jam-packed schedule sey..heh..

I just realised that it's not an easy job as a commander..need to be a role-model, an instructor, a counselor and a big brother to my recruits..heh..sounds easy yah!..believe me, it takes time to be good at it..

well, I have many more batches to come..have to endure for another year..haiz..

peace outz!..

Wanita..

2008-03-30T10:53:00.004+08:00

30th March 2008

got this from a friend..
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Seorang anak lelaki-lelaki kecil bertanya kepada ibunya; "Mengapa ibu menangis?"

"Kerana aku seorang wanita.", kata sang ibu kepadanya.

"Aku tidak mengerti.", kata anak itu. Ibunya hanya memeluknya dan berkata; "Dan kau tak akan pernah mengerti." Kemudian anak lelaki-lelaki itu bertanya kepada ayahnya; "Mengapa ibu suka menangis tanpa alasan?''

"Semua wanita menangis tanpa alasan." Hanya itu yang dapat dikatakan oleh ayahnya. Anak lelaki-lelaki kecil itu pun lalu tumbuh menjadi seorang lelaki-lelaki dewasa, tetap ingin tahu mengapa wanita menangis. Akhirnya ia menghubungi Tuhan dan ia bertanya; "Tuhan, mengapa wanita begitu mudah menangis?"

Allah berfirman; "Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa."

"Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan.''

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya.''

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh.''

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya.''

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya."

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu.''

"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan dan ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bilapun ia perlukan.''

"Kau tahu kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya, susuk yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya."

"Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, kerana itulah pintu hatinya. Tempat dimana cinta itu ada."
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renungkanlah..

peace outz!..

Problems..

2008-03-29T11:50:00.004+08:00

29th March 2008

problems after problems after problems..can't run away from them..haiz..

definition of the meaning 'problem';

a problem is an obstacle that makes it difficult to achieve a desired goal, objective or purpose..it refers to a situation, condition, or issue that is yet unresolved..in a broad sense, a problem exists when an individual becomes aware of a significant difference between what actually is and what is desired..

firstly, i have not been spending much quality time with the people I loved..just because I am far away from mainland..

secondly, some people just dont' get it..they can't stop bothering us even though they are aware that people are getting engaged..eh don't get me wrong ar, I am speaking in general tau.. me.... nak tunang?! u wish =P..lol..

lastly, it's so hard to please people..what they want doesn't mean we must follow right?..too many complicating situations and issues..

"Ya Allah, lembutkanlah hati-hati kami dan mempermudahkan urusan-urusan kami Ya Allah.."

peace outz!..

Away from Home..

2008-03-06T19:26:00.005+08:00

6th March 2008

guess what?..what?..I'm using a PC in camp..ahakz..

newayz, I'm soon going to be an instructor in BMTC..heh..now I'm under-going a 3 weeks course to prepare myself to be an instructor..

since Mondae, I have met some of my old friends..namely, 3SG Hakeem (NYP), Bro Naufal (Yaqin), Bro Juraymie (Yaqin) and Bro Hafiz Azhari (NI)..and I also managed to mingle with my old instructors from my BMT coy..a few of them will be graduating in 1 - 2 weeks time..congrates guyz!..will be watching you guyz from the grandstand..heh..

for the past few daes in camp, I have been thinking and pondering..I just turned 24 last month and I feel that I have not done much as an individual..I have been trying to boost myself but to no avail..I have been assuming things, thinking bad about other people etc..how I wished I had completed my NS long-long time ago..haiz..things would have been much easier for the both of us..

Oh Allah, we seek your guidance..

peace outz!..

Zeroes..

2008-02-17T08:17:00.003+08:00

17th February 2008

you guyz should watch this..lol..

here's a glimpse of Trailer 1;

Trailer 2
Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4

peace outz!..

Chak Baa!..

2008-02-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

17th February 2008

alhamdulillah, got time to go online..heh..

just came back from a dae full of unplanned activities..heh..

in the late morning I went out with mum and sis to Novena Square..had lunch at Magic Wok and went window shopping at Velocity..

arrrrrrrrr!..I was so tempted to buy a few outdoor stuff but had to control myself..nak kene jimat babe..ahakz..

after that we decided to catch a movie at Bugis..and guess what?..what?..I thought there was a GV cinema somewhere near Bugis, so I could have used my Safra card to get discount..but I thought wrong..haiz..at last we went to Shaw to catch The Jumper..heh..how was the movie you might ask?..not bad ar..ahakz..it was already 5 plus by the time the movie ends..so we went our separate ways and I went off to Sultan Mosque to meet my friends from Yaqin..

it was a last minute decision for us, Yaqinians, to hold a simple farewell gathering for Bro Rizal who will be embarking on a journey far far away..heh..okie2..he will be working overseas as a PA..oh yah, he will be going to Qatar for a year..

we had dinner at New Victory, ate quite alot though..chicken murtabak, mutton murtabak and prawn masala..and not forgetting, lots of water..heh..after dinner we went off to Esplanade, hoping that we could watch the Chingay which was happening somewhere near the Padang..alhamdulillah, we managed to watch the colourful vehicles going back..ahakz..at least dapat tengok jugak..heh..

click here to view the pics..

I wonder how it would be like leaving home, far far away, for a year..hmm..not being able to taste your mum's cooking, not being able to go out with your friends, not being able to meet your loved ones and etc..it must be painful I guess..maybe it's nothing to some people..unlike me, that time when I went to Taiwan for 3 weeks, it was already painful for me..there's alwaes a reason why we have to go through this kind of challenges and obstacles in life..may we be guided, inshaAllah..

let's pray for the best for Bro Rizal..

peace outz!..

Hoping and Praying..

2008-02-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

10th February 2008

I really hope there's nothing wrong with you and everything will be fine between your family..my prayers are with you dear..

Ibn Abbas said that Allah's Messenger said: "Ask of Allah with the palms of your hands upwards and do not ask Him with the back of your hands upwards, and when you have finished, wipe your faces with them."

(Abu Dawud)

peace outz!..

Good and Bad..

2008-02-09T20:56:00.001+08:00

9th February 2008

so fast it's already Saturdae, tomorrow night booking in again..haiz..

for the past week during my break, a couple of things happened..

I have been eating alot lately..heh..yesterdae, just dinner alone, I ate 1 plate of mee hoon goreng, shared a plate of kebab and a couple of sup tulang..and todae, I ate a few slices of pizzas, maggie mee, 2 egg prata and loads of cookies..ahakz..I really wanna put on more mass sey..heh..

I also ave been doing alot of self-reflections, thinking and pondering..well, things have not been good for us..I just hope that things will be fine in the future..anywaes, the best thing to do for now is to constantly ask Him for guidance and inshaAllah everything will be fine..I really hope so..

I came across this words while reading a book;
"untuk bahagia, cintailah sesiapa yg menyintai anda, bukan sesiapa yg anda cintai.."

anywaes, yesterdae I went climbing with my youth..for the first time in my climbing history, I was so 'on' to climb..I was like climbing and climbing sey..heh..did routes, speed climbing and a bit of bouldering..and you noe what?..what?..I got scolded by one of the staff there for not belaying correctly..heh..I didn't follow the 5-step system..ahakz..cause I was so used to belay very fast..oh well..

anywaes, I will be busy for the next few weeks..won't be blogging that much..

peace outz!..

Engagement..

2008-02-06T08:54:00.000+08:00

6th February 2008

I came across this article..just felt like sharing..heh..

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In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Dear brother in Islam, thank you very much for raising this good question that reflects a good understanding and truthful desire to have a clearer view of the teachings of Islam. May Allah crown this truthful desire with His satisfaction and reward!

In his response to the question in point, the eminent Muslim scholar, Sheikh Yusuf Al-Qaradawi, states:

“Betrothal, literally, customarily and legally, is different from marriage. It is an introduction and a promise to marry. Books of language draw a difference between betrothal and marriage. Likewise, in custom there is a distinction between a fiancé and a married man. Similarly, in Islamic law (Shari`ah) there is a big difference between the two terms; so betrothal is no more than a declaration to marry a certain woman, but marriage is a complete relationship based on a sound contract and a solemn covenant that entails specific requirements, rights and consequences. The Glorious Qur’an refers to both betrothal and marriage in the course of its reference to the case of widows: “There is no sin for you in that which ye proclaim or hide in your minds concerning your troth with women. Allah knoweth that ye will remember them. But plight not your troth with women except by uttering a recognized form of words. And do not consummate the marriage until (the term) prescribed is run.” (Al-Baqarah: 235)

Betrothal, whatever the punctilious signs it may put on, constitutes no more than a promise of marriage. Betrothal, therefore, does not entitle a fiancé to any right other than keeping the fiancée for his sake, in such a way that no one else can propose to her. In a Hadith, it is stated: “It is unlawful for a man to make an offer of betrothal to a woman who is already betrothed to another man.”

The most important thing I would like to emphasize on in this regard is that a woman is considered to be foreign to her fiancé until they are married. She can be regarded as a wife only through a sound, legal marriage contract; the main pillar in the marriage contract is offer and acceptance, which has a well-known formula in custom and Shari`ah.

As long as the marriage contract has not been concluded, marriage, according to custom and Shari`ah, is not fulfilled, the fiancée is still regarded as foreign to her fiancé; so, he is not allowed to be alone with her nor to accompany her in any travel without the presence of any of her unmarriageable kin like her father or brother.

According to the law of Islam, whenever one wants to divorce one’s wife after concluding the contract of marriage and before consummation, one should give her half of the dower; Allah, the Almighty, says: “If ye divorce them before ye have touched them and ye have appointed unto them a portion, then (pay the) half of that which ye appointed, unless they (the women) agree to forgo it, or he agreeth to forgo it in whose hand is the marriage tie.” (Al-Baqarah: 237)

But if the fiancé deserts his fiancée, he will not be required to pay his fiancée any thing; of course he may only face some reproach or embarrassment, then how can a fiancée be given the same privileges as a married man before consummating marriage?”

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alot of people have been mentioning about marriage and stuff..not sure when will it be my turn..heh..I guess much have been said in this article, about the do's and dont's..

let's ponder..

peace outz!..

Cravings..

2008-02-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

5th February 2008

I have been craving for these..geramzzz..heh..

1) TIMEX Adventure Tech Digital Compass watch

2) Chaco Z/2 Diamond Stealth sandal or

Chaco ZX/2 Unaweep sandal

for the men's Chaco sandals, I'm not sure whether Camper's Corner sells or not..to those who know where I can get Chaco sandals, do inform me yah..heh..

anywaez, need to start saving if I wanna afford those stuff..heh..

peace outz!..

A Long Break..

2008-02-04T23:57:00.001+08:00

4th February 2008

We were supposed to book out this Wednesdae, didn't expect it to be todae..heh..alhamdulillah, got a longer break..will be booking in back this sundae..now have to plan what to do..heh..

peace outz!..

I'm Back!..

2008-02-03T09:33:00.000+08:00

3rd February 2008

home sweet home, at last..after 3 weeks of training and recreation..heh..alhamdulillah..

we were supposed to arrive in Singapore at 0130 hours but due to some technical breakdown, there was a delay in time of half an hour..so you could imagine those family members, friends and love ones who have waited so long to see their sons again..ahakz..

I don't know why I couldn't sleep well so I decided to upload my pics at Multiply..the pics will roughly tell you what happened..heh..enjoy!..

newaez, I'm booking in back to camp later at night..so yah..ahakz..

peace outz!..

1 More Dae..

2008-01-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

11th January 2008

exactly 1 more dae before I fly off to Taiwan..so fast sey..heh..this overseas training will be one of my major events for this year..ahakz..

peace outz!..

Just to Inform..

2008-01-01T12:19:00.000+08:00

1st December 2008

just to inform you guys that on 13 Jan I will be going off to Taiwan for 3 weeks for my overseas training..be back on the first week of Feb, inshaAllah..

I'm not sure whether it's a good or a bad thing for you guys to noe ar..I will definitely miss alot of people ar..

well, I'm preparing myself mentally and physically that's for sure..so that I will not think too much ar..will need you guys to make doa for me and those going with me..jzkllh khair..

p/s: you will alwaes be remembered..

peace outz!..

Fireworks Galore..

2008-01-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

1st January 2008

HAPPIE NEW YEAR!..

I went for the fireworks with her at the Esplanade and it was superb sey..it was like so upclose and personal ar, macam 3D gitu..uuuuuuuuuu!..aaaaaaaah!..heh..

we came quite late ar, around 10++..luckily we managed to get a good spot at the closed bridge near the Merlion, I think it's Benjamin Sheares bridge..heh..

the only thing that bothered us most was the people around us..they were super noisy sey..can't they watch the fireworks without shouting and wolf-whistling?..haiz..irritating sey..macam like got pretty girls like that..heh..but all and all, I'd say the whole fireworks was awesomely superb..ahakz..

anywes, sowie cause no pics are available..but we got take video ar..heh..

peace outz!..

Ushering 2008..

2007-12-31T18:30:00.000+08:00

31st December 2007

how time passes..sap-sup sap-sup, pejam-kelip pejam-kelip dah 2008..cepat sey..in a few hours time we will be ushering a new year, a new array of challenges awaits us..have we done our best this year?..let's hope that next year will be better, inshaAllah..

see you guys next year!..ahakz..

peace outz!..

Partners in Climb..

2007-12-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

30 December 2007

guess what guys?..I bought myself a new pair of climbing shoes for $97 (after discount) and got a shoe bag for free..ahakz..oh no, I have been spending alot this month..arrrrrrrrr!..need to safe for 'future' use..

anywaes I went climbing at Climb Asia with my bro, Fiza and my other half (jangan marah..hehe..) this morning right after I booked out..heh..dah lama sey tak climb..but fun ar, I tried new routes..

since now I have climbing shoes, this makes me wanna climb more often sey..but I guess time is not on my side now, can't climb that often ar..heh..paham-paham ajer lah..ahakz..

peace outz!..

Qorban 07..

2007-12-24T10:55:00.000+08:00

24th December 2007

it has been quite a while since I last update my blog..been lazy I guess..heh..

hmm, what to blog about ehk?..maybe I'll just blog about what I did for Qorban..ahakz..

as per normal, I usually help out at Muttaqin for Qorban..the beginning was alright when it started to rain and we thought it would continue till late..hmm..but it didn't, alhamdulillah..like what we alwaes say, 'Hujan Rahmat'..heh..

anywaes, here are some pics that I took..I guess pictures can speak by itself..ahakz..mcm malas nak explain..heh..

(Breakfast time!..)

(Sisters and more Sisters..)

(Brothers in action..)

(HIDEEEE!..)

more pics will be uploaded in my long-time-never-use-now-wanna-use-back Multiply..heh..

peace outz!..

December Babies..

2007-12-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

8th December 2007

this month got soooo many birthdaes..maybe not that many ar..heh..

9th - My sister & Ishak
12th - Wany & Remy
14th - Shikin
15th - Yani
18th - Mardhiah
21st - Ridwan

just now I went to Wany's birthdae gathering at a condo near Lentor..it was some sort of an advance birthdae ar..heh..I felt honoured cause I was personally invited..ahakz..

'the cake'

'the bdae girl'

'Yaqinians' (not in picture: Ishak, Din & me of cause!..)

'finger licking good'

I was eating and eating sey..I ate 1 plate of mee goreng, 2 plates of bread & mutton curry and lots & lots of chicken wings..heh..

at night, we played some games..I think you guys should be familiar with 'chop-chili-chop' right?..heh..yah..felt like I was still a kid..ahakz..but best ar, I was the sole winner..heh..and I got a prize too..kekeke..

tomorrow will be my sister's bdae gathering plak..heh..

how I wish she was there with me..hmm..

peace outz!..

Ouch!..

2007-12-05T10:24:00.000+08:00

5th December 2007

A few daes ago this happened to me..

it's funny how I got it..ouch!..

peace outz!..

Climb On!..

2007-12-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

1st December 2007

this morning I went climbing with my Yaqinians at Climb Asia..only 6 of us went, namely my bro, Ju, Ain, Jija, Fiza and me..

as it was our first time there, except for Jija, we were like "Waaaaah!"..heh..it's definitely bigger than the old centre..since we were first-timers, we only need to pay for the entrance fee..heh..climbing shoes and atcs free of charge..ahakz..

we decided to boulder first..Jija gave us some routes to try, difficult ones..heh..after that we climbed the walls..wahduh, dah karat sey..feels like it was my first time climbing..heh..I managed to complete some routes which I felt it was difficult for amateurs like me..heh..

this is Jija sitting in a whatever-you-call-it hole..heh..

soon Ain and Jija left cause they had other plans after that..so the rest of us continued on till around 3pm like that..

guess what?..what?..I almost wanted to buy my own climbing shoes..but then again I'm not a regular climber, only climb when free or when friends ask me along..hmm..but it will be a good investment though cause can alwaes use it in the future..ahakz..

climbing is fun!..

peace outz!..

What's After BSLC?..

2007-12-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

1st December 2007

2 daes ago I had my gruelling 28km graduation route march..to me it was more like a fast march sey..from the start to the end we were like opening our steps non-stop sey..apa sey..heh..for those who have tried it before you would know how it feels like to be in FBO while marching, very physically and mentally challenging..

along the way, I sort of twisted my left ankle during the march..I wanted to fall out though but I told myself it's all in the mind..ahakz..my PC sprayed some deep heating spray to ease the pain from my ankle, and it worked..alhamdulillah..not only that, I was also motivated by my platoonmates, encouraging me not to give..wal hamdulillah, I managed to complete the course..

yesterdae was the release of posting, and guess what I got?..what?..ASLC of cause..most of my malay companymates were posted to the same course, only that we were separated to different companies..but I was lucky enough to have familiar faces in my new platoon..

I heard that this course will drag for 13 weeks..and it will commence next Thursdae..wuhuu..atleast got a few daes to relax..heh..

the course includes a 3 week training in Taiwan, and I'm not sure whether I'm up to that..maybe for now ar..

Oh Allah, please guide me..

peace outz!..

Happy Advance Birthdae to YOU..

2007-11-26T10:00:00.000+08:00

26th November 2007

to her..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAE"

hope that on this dae will bring you joy and smile..

hope that the small gift will be something in exchange of my absence on your birthdae..

What a Week..

2007-11-25T09:41:00.000+08:00

25th November 2007

this week seems to pass very the slowly..been yearning to leave camp since Mondae sey..heh..anyway, here's a glimpse..

there was this training that we had to go through that made all of us cry..yes, cry like a baby sey..heh..eh, nolah, not being punished or anything until we couldn't endure..but it's more like how we could control the pain..heh..mcm sama kan?..ahakz..okie-okie..well, basically we had to wear this 2 piece suit with gloves, fully-rubbered boots and a face mask..after that we were brought into a chamber..ahah, I think you guys can agak what's next..heh..the chamber was filled with tear gas..wapiang eh, bueh tahan ar..heh..once inside, I could feel my eyes started to tear and my nose was like running and running..we were held in there for about 10 minutes, doing funny exercises..heh..that was one experience I wouldn't forget..

next up was route marches back-2-back..sounds normal right?..but this time it's at a faster pace..with our FBO, we had to fast march for 4 and 5km non-stop..wow!..for me, I could feel the pain on my legs..it was realy a test of the mind..like people alwaes say, it's 'mind over body' or is it 'mind over matter'..ahakz..

guess what?..what?..I'm now officially a CORPORAL!..wuhuuuu..

I'm left with 1 more week and then finish liao..well, most probably I'll be posted to ASLC which is an advance course after BSLC..that will be another 11 weeks..haiz..

as for my weekend, yesterdae I meet up with her at our usual place..tue pun sekejap ajer..haiz..this weekend she very busy..well, I guess I have to bare with it..heh..

just now I went to a friend's wedding..here is a pic of the couple..so sweet..

I was surprised when I got to know that his wife was someone I knew, Sis Afifah..don't they both look lovely in purple?..

anyway, I came with Fiza, Saqinah, Qayyah, Asrul and Ishak..soon after Mardhiah and Wanis joined..they were friends from NYP and TP by the way..it was like a reunion dinner sey, only difference was it was in the afternoon..like duh!..okie-okie..once there, we met up with friends from SAFF, too many to mention..heh..

being a forgetful person as usual, didn't had a chance to take alot of pics due to the poor quality pics that can be taken by using a camera phone..heh..

eh, I forgot to mention something..see, how forgetful I am..*smacks forehead* anyway, I had a terrible flu since morning..non-stop sey..got 2 daes MC..can imagine how irritated I was with my nose..heh..

one thing I like about the wedding was it was a simple one; no DJ, no stage, simple setting..I guess that's the way it should be ar..tak kecoh-kecoh sangat..heh..I think I wanna have my wedding like that..heh..

after a while, I saw someone familiar..it was Ust Ali, an Ust from Peradaus who taught me before and also he recently got married..I was surprised again, his wife was someone I knew, Sis Farihin..haiz..so many people I knew getting married..when will it be my turn?..hmmm..

now, need time to rest and ponder..

peace outz!..

Pumped Up..

2007-11-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

18th November 2007

todae I felt abit lazy to wake up but luckily she woke me up..heh..after subuh I got myself ready, wearing sandals this time, for my second jogging session with her..

while jogging, I didn't realise we were jogging at a faster pace..that's good in a way that there is progression taking place..eventhough I was so used to running more than 2.4km, I had to keep a slower tempo for her..if not she couldn't have kept up..heh..in overall she did better this time..wal hamdulillah..

after cooling down, we did some resistance/endurance whatever you call it training..we really sweat alot sey..I myself have not been doing such exercises besides the physical trainings I do in camp..fiyuh, rabak sey berpeluh..heh..

soon after the strenuous exercises, we felt hungry..heh..biasalah kan, saper tak lapar sey pas exercise..ahakz..so we went to makan prata at Sun Plaza..I couldn't really see what's on the menu cause I forgotten to bring my specs so I just ordered egg prata..she ordered 2 and I ordered 4..heh..I guess that's me, I can eat alot but able to maintain my figure..cewah!..ahakz..after that we went to buy more food but this time for our family ar..what you guys were thinking?..heh..

later in the afternoon I went out with my family to IKEA @ Tampines..went there just to survey for some stuff..guess what I bought for myself?..guess lah..heh..okie-okie, I bought an office tray for my study table..why I bought that cause my table is full of papers and letters..so had to tidy up abit..heh..

now it's already night time I have to get myself ready to book in..cianz..heh..it really feels troublesome to book in on a sundae night..well, what to do..

before I make my leave, wanna ask if anyone who is kind enough to pass me some psp games..I got no games in my psp..ahakz..if possible send me via email ar..jzkllh khair..

peace outz!..

Hmm..

2007-11-17T04:34:00.000+08:00

17th November 2007

will I be there for her till the end?..hmm..

peace outz!..

POP Lor!..

2007-11-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

17th November 2007

I didn't expect this week to end so very the quickly cause I had 3 major activities/events straight in a row..WOW, what a deal!..heh..

Mondae was a bit relaxed but we had my SOC trial test and guess what?..what?..i cleared the course but didn't managed to meet the timing to pass..ahakz..

Tuesdae plak, it was the real thing, I mean the real SOC test ar..I was really motivated that dae cause those who fail need to stay back on Saturdae for corrective training..heh..so I did my best and guess what?..what?..I passed..wuppieeee!..just on the dot..heh..

after the test we had a navigation test called the 'Wandere', which was located at Lower Mandai..the whole dae we basically find a few check points, shade the carvings and make our way back to the starting point..sounds easy hah!..wait till you try..heh..

Wednesdae to Fridae was my last outfield camp which was at Tekong, my old 'home' where we grew up..heh..

from the name of the camp, 'Grand Slam', it sounds really terok and seram sey..heh..but the funny thing was it wasn't what I thought it would be..heh..alot of trainees said that the same camp that they went through was very tough but for me it was the most gerek camp out of the 3..heh..the only thing that most of us found it tough was the physical endurance ar..we just had to implement what we had learn during the first 2 outfield camps..overall rating, 3 popcorns..ahakz..seriously fun ar..heh..

for now on, we abit relaxed cause I left 2 more weeks to complete the course..so most of us are already in the POP mood..ahakz..

peace outz!..

This Week..

2007-11-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

10th November 2007

you guys might be wondering how I spent my week right?..so here goes..

5-7th Nov:

I had my 2nd field camp at Lim Chu Kang area there..Lim Chu Kang?..not scary ar?..nolah, not at all..heh..

this time around it was much better from the 1st field camp cause I was already immune to the environment..heh..anywaez, it was fun yet exhausting ar..

the most memorable experience was during our 2nd night..guess what happened?..what?..it rained heavily..yes, heavily, down pour, whatever you call it ar..heh..we didn't know what to do so me and my buddy covered our barang-barang, set and lay down, hugging ourselves..ahakz..all of us slept in the open without any cover..that happened around 3am and dragged till our reveille timing..brrrrrrr..

7th Nov:

booked out around evening cause the next dae is a PH..yeay!..

8th Nov:

guess what I did in the early morning?..what?..I went jogging with her..wakakaka..just felt like encouraging and motivating her cause she wanna loose some mass..heh..hope that helped..*winkz*

basically, besides jogging, I spent the whole dae with my family..merayap betol sey kitorang..heh..1st we went to beach road for lunch and also I had a few things to buy at army market, then went to Sultan Mosque for prayer and finally went to Novena Square..heh..

booked in at night..so sianz..

9th Nov:

had our section live firing at Safti the whole dae..what can I say, GEREEEEK!..heh..shot real rounds..but what a waste cause my M203 alwaez giving me IA..haiz..imagine remedying your weapon at every bound..what the!..well, nevermind..ahakz..

booked out that night and went home straight, which wasn't what I usually do..heh..YOU know I know..

10th Nov:

todae nothing much happened..we planned to go out but change of plans..heh..

instead I lepakz at Muttaqin till Maghrib before my family fetch me for dinner..heh..

as you can see, my weekly routine is so mundane..so much time spent in camp than with family and friends..heh..I so miss my normal before-I-enter-NS life..ahakz..oh well..

next week will be another jam packed, full of dirt and mud week..ahakz..

peace outz!..

A Hungry Man is an Angry Man..

2007-11-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

4th November 2007

"Anybody can become angry, that is easy; but to be angry with the right person, and to the right degree, and at the right time, and for the right purpose, and in the right way, that is not within everybody's power, that is not easy.." (by Aristotle)

I just need to learn how to control my temper..

peace outz!..

NYPMSN Jalan Rayer..

2007-11-04T06:50:00.000+08:00

4th November 2007

yesterdae I went out with NYPMSN for their Jalan-Jalan Rayer..but too bad I couldn't stay till the end..

like usual, I was late..heh..

when I reached Admiralty, I tought everyone would be there by then..heh..anywae, I actually wanted to give a surprise to the rest cause in the first place I didn't inform them that I were to join them..but alahai, I met Amy in the train..ahakz..spoil ar..heh..

anywae, I was glad to see new faces eventhough not many turned up ar..and I thought more of the seniors were there but only me and Mar came..heh..

we kicked off to the first house at about 11++..as usual, I brought an empty stomach..heh..where there is jalan rayer, there will be good food..ahakz..the following was what I ate;

first house, I ate 2 rounds of mee soto and kueh-kueh, especially my favourite, kueh tart..heh..

second house, this is the best..heh..I ate 3 rounds of macaroni lasagne..sooodap gileeer sey!..

third house, I didn't get what was the name of the dish but it was mee with black gravy, I think its kuah kicap, and some side dish..hmm, something different..and not forgetting my favourite kueh, lots of them..heh..

forth and last house, which was my house, didn't eat cause had to entertain the guest..heh..

by then, my tummy was already bulging..ahakz..sometimes I wonder where does all the energy, protein blah3 goes to..I am like eating so much but I am still this size..heh..walhamdulillah, I like it..ahakz..okie-okie, enough about food..heh..

anywae, I got to noe from one of the sisters that they finished visiting the last house at around 12am..confirm kecoh sey..lucky for Huda, the last house was hers..heh..

too bad for me I couldn't spent the rest of the dae with them..haiz..looking forward for the next outing..ahakz..

all the best NYPMSN..

peace outz!..

Food for Thought..

2007-10-27T03:41:00.000+08:00

27th October 2007

just felt like sharing..

"Happiness is not so much in having as sharing. We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.." (quoted by Norman MacEwan)

I guess sharing would be the best way to know a person better..what do you guys think?..hmm..

usually when we got problems, we tend to share them with someone..be it your family, friends, loved ones, teachers etc..no matter how far we swim, the ocean is never ending..same goes to problems..no matter how far we run away, problems are bound to befall us..

by sharing or letting it out to someone, we will feel much better..be it something personal or not, maybe you just simply wanna share..

the listener usually listens and then advices, eventhough the problem might not be solved..at least someone is there to lend a listening ear to your problems and sorrows..but this also depends on whom you are sharing it with..that can be another problem..heh..

running away from problems may not be the best solution for some people..cause I know of some people who runs away from them but in the end live a normal life..but usually for us who simply wanna relief ourselves from the pressing problem, a friend is alwaes a call away..

in conclusion, by going through and sharing hardship and difficulties or in this case problems, will make us a stronger person..

peace outz!..

Sick and Uncertain..

2007-10-26T10:33:00.000+08:00

26th October 2007

SICK..

"how I wish I was sick.." nah, amek ko obat..heh..betol-betol sakit sey..

I started feeling unwell 2 daes ago, coughing and a slight flu..I couldn't sleep well cause was coughing and coughing..then yesterdae during my IPPT test, I felt that my head was going to burst but I still pushed on with my 2.4km run..and guess what?..what!..I got silver..wakakakaa..okie-okie, that's not important..

after the test, I felt my body steaming up..took my temperature (38.5) and reported sick soon after..it wasn't a plan for me to get sick but coincidentally it was a Thursdae and the next dae is Fridae..so what am I trying to say?..I have a long weekend..wuhuu..ahakz..

since I am unwell and unfit for duities, I need to regain back what I lost for the past few weeks, that's sleep of cause..heh..

after a long wait, finally I am able to perform my Jumaah prayer..it has been many many weeks since I last went..haiz, I am weak as usual..

UNCERTAIN..

it's easy to fall in love but never easy sustaining it, especially for me..

like some people say, actions speak louder than words..words can't describe how much you love the person..showing your affection, care and concern is alwaes by action..

sometimes I wonder whether I am good enough for her..whether I can be there for her in times of need, whether I can be a responsible husband in the future etc..I guess time will tell..

no doubt 10 years was a very long wait, but one thing I belief in is that patience will bring us good in the future..whether its worth waiting or not, we will leave it to Him to decide..one thing for sure is that I have faith in us..

p/s: all the best for your interview..

peace outz!..

Rayer Oh Rayer..

2007-10-20T14:34:00.000+08:00

20th October 2007

amcm brothers and sisters, ada bagus tak?..dah banyak collection?..heh..haiz, this year lemau sey..ahakz..hmm, pejam-kelip pejam-kelip dah seminggu rayer ehk..how I wish I could go visiting with you guys mcm dulu..heh..

newaez, I was called by my ust to join bilal-bilal lain for takbir the night before rayer..and that was my first time takbir-ring at mesjid..what a feeling..heh..

as usual, for solat hari rayer I was on duty at Muttaqin as crowd-controller..this year nothing much hapen, no problems encountered alhamdulillah..

my 1st dae nyer jalan rayer was hapening ar..heh..practically spent the whole dae with my family..

here are some of the pics..

for 2nd dae plak still with family ar tp not many houses we went to visit..because had to rush back home to go back camp..heh..but, guess what?..what!..the last house we went to was her house..it was like a last minute thing sey..seram pon ader, segan pon ader..heh..but alhamdulillah, got positive comments from her family..ahakz..

inshaAllah, next weekend I will be going out with my youth for jalan rayer..can't wait to meet up with them..rindu sey..heh..

till we meet again guys..

peace outz!..

Missing in Action..

2007-10-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

12th October 2007

chak baaa!..heh..

"mana si MatLebai nie?"..

alhamdulillah I am still here..ahakz..

been busy and tired since I started my specialist course..3 weeks had passed, many many months left..heh..

it was really tough though for this few weeks due to lack of water consumption during trainings..maklumlah, sesungguhnya aku berpuasa..heh..

newayz, some of you might have been wondering why the change in my blog..well, since I was busy, I asked a friend of mine to help edit my blog..heh..nielah hasilnyer..ahakz..

peace outz!..

Posting..

2007-09-21T11:14:00.000+08:00

21st September 2007

alhamdulillah, been expecting SISPEC..

got to know that most of my platoonmates also kena SISPEC..hamdan lillah, got familiar friends..heh..

now left a few more daes to prepare myself..this will be another chapter for me, another challenge in life..

may He guide me through, inshaAllah..

peace outz!..

Dilemma..

2007-09-19T10:29:00.000+08:00

19th September 2007

argghhh!..sesungguhnyer aku berpuasa..heh..

I am now being put up with a very, very difficult situation..

this weekend I have 3 events happening concurrently which I wanna attend to all of them but, but I guess I can't right?..how I just feel that I wanna split myself into 3..argghhh..

now I feel bad cause many of my friends are asking me out for all of the events..I guess I shouldn't have made my decision too abruptly..if only I could go back in time..ahakz..

Oh Allah..

peace outz!..

5th Ramadhan..

2007-09-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

17th September 2007

nothing much happen todae..

just that todae for porridge distribution abit kalang kabot due to the uncooperative perioks that I need to wash..heh..

the perioks were left behind with keraks..so it was hard to srcub them away..in the end I had to rendamkan with water until it softens..but that already took a long time sey so I had stay abit longer than normal just to wait for it..but alhamdulillah I managed to finish cleaning 3 out of 4 perioks..the last one had to wait till after terawih..

takder keje amek gambar perioks..

newayz, just now was my second attempt as a bilal terawih..this time I got help from my Ust..he helped me to recite the qasidah cause I still have yet to get the tunning right..heh..but all together I think I did perform well ar..hamdan lillah..

peace outz!..

Lagu Arab Yg Mempunyai 1000 Makna..

2007-09-15T12:46:00.001+08:00

15th September 2007

my sis send me this vid..very touching..

peace outz!..

2nd Ramadhan..

2007-09-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

14th September 2007

this morning I got a call from my ust and he said that todae was my duty for bilal Jumaat..hmm..yah hor, every 2nd Fridae of the month..but that was before I entered NS..well, I guess they missed my azan..ahakz..

newayz, the only thing that I was nervous about was when I had to face the jemaah for the first time and convey a hadith about keeping quiet and listen to the khutbah, which was implemented quite recently..so I had to ar..I was like, hmm..but surprisingly I was okie, as in not gementar or anything..hamdan lillah..

after that, as per normal, I helped out for porridge distribution and also my perioks were waiting for me..4 of them to be precise..heh..

drumroll pleaseeeee!..*making some sounds*
the time has come..what time?..jeng jeng jeng..the time for me to go infront and no turning back..heh..tak tahu kn apa kita bualkn?..heh..yup2, some of you might have guessed it right..time for me to be the bilal for terawih..and not only that, with Dr Yacoob and Hj Alami Musa by my side..ahakz..seramz sey..

newayz, I was feeling abit uncomfortable cause I was squeezed between to other bilals sey..heh..at some point of time where I was required to recite some verse, one of the bilal kept on reciting for me..so I got distracted ar..and also I lost a small portion of my voice from Jumaat prayer tadi..agak terpekik kuat sangat kot..heh..

wal hamdulillah, I was confident enough to made it through, eventhough I knew I could have performed better..

guessed what?..what?..she was there..and I thought she wouldn't cause she said she got her shoulders injured and I told her to rest at home..you really gave me a surprise..somehow I sense that your presence did gave me some moral support to do well..heh..

for now, need to memorise the bacaan for 17th and 20th..

peace outz!..

1st Ramadhan..

2007-09-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

13th September 2007

todae was a tiring dae..don't know why but I felt tired..heh..

as some of you might have known, todae was my first dae at work..working as a 'tukang cuci periok' at Muttaqin..sounds easy but you got to try it sey..3 big periok, washed by one person..ghee..but I think most probably they will add 1 more from tomorrow onwards cause many jemaah didn't get their share of porridge..3 + 1 = 4 BIG PERIOKS..waaaaw!..

neway, talking about porridge, usually for the first few daes ramai akan amek bubur pat masjid..that's why tadi tak cukup..it was like sap-sup-sap-sup dah abes sey..I myself tak sempat amek sey..heh..

hmm, fyi, tomorrow Hj Alami Musa and Dr Yacoob will be terawih-ing at Muttaqin..and guess what?..what?..I'm on duty as bilal..aaaaaaaaaaaarh..seramz sey..neway, to all my friends who wish to come down to Muttaqin, you are encouraged not to..ahakz..paisey sey nanti..

hopefully will get a chance to take some pics with them tomorrow..

peace outz!..

Cool Vid..

2007-09-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

13th September 2007

I was blog hopping when I came across this video..it was a video taken during the NYPMSN Amazing Race @ Sentosa early this month..cool video..enjoy peeps!..

p/s: don't forget to pause my Featured Songs to enjoy the vid..heh..

peace outz!..

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan..

2007-09-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

12th September 2007

just finished my 1st terawih prayer at Muttaqin..it has been a long time though..

I think I'm lucky enough to be here to perform my prayers in a mosque for about 2 weeks..for some of my friends who are still in Tekong, may He guide you..inshaAllah..

it feels like the last Ramadhan was just a few daes ago..but surprisingly, it's here again..another month were all Muslims;

- restraining the stomach from the break of the fast;
- restraining the jawarih (the other body parts); for instance the mouth must avoid backbiting, slander, and lies; the eyes should avoid looking into things considered by the Lawgiver as unlawful; the ears must stop from listening to conversation, words, songs, and lyrics that spoil the spirit of fasting; and
- restraining of the heart and mind from indulging themselves in other things besides dhikir, Allah (remembrance of Allah)..

seems too much for us to observe but let us try our best to perform better than the previous Ramadhan..inshaAllah..

as per previous years during this blessful month, I will be rendering at Muttaqin for porridge distribution and other technical support stuff..heh..not forgetting also I will be working there as 'tukang cuci periok' and bilal for terawih..ahakz..alhamdulillah, 2 weeks of volunteering should be more than enough to occupy my free time..heh..

here's a well wishing for all my Muslim friends out there, have a great Ramadhan..ahakz..

peace outz!..

POP loooo..

2007-09-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

11th September 2007

POP looooo!..newayz, this morning I had my BMT graduation..the 4-dae rehearsal seems much-much longer than the real thing..heh..here are some of the pics that my bro took..

peace outz!..

Wuhuu!..

2007-09-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

9th September 2007

*eyes half opened*

been very tired for the past week..

had our 24km route march on Wednesdae and GP rehearsal for POP on Thursdae to Saturdae..fiyuh..didn't thought I could have made it through for the 24km route march..but alhamdulillah..

the 3-dae GP rehearsal wasn't that tiring but the weather was super hot sey..I think you guys won't recognise me..heh..

talking bout the route march, I was really surprised to discover how caring my platoonmates were..during some part of the march, I started to feel uneasy with the heavy load on my shoulders..surprisingly my friends started assisting me without me asking them..I mean, that's super sweet of them sia..heh..after that I told myself, if they can do it without assistance, so can I..heh..

I really need motivation when it comes to route marches..cos I tend to shack easily, especially the temptation to fall out..heh..luckily I got platoonmates to encourage me to finish it till the end and also not forgetting a long-distance motivation..ahakz..thanx awak..

neway, fyi 11th Sept will be my POP date..

yesterdae went out with her, just wanna meet up and lepak-menyepak ajer..heh..we talked and shared bout stuff..felt better after meeting her..dun wanna talk too much bout that..heh..

p/s: all the best for your competition awak..

peace outz!..

Craving for PSP..

2007-09-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

2nd September 2007

just now went out to meet my poly friends..we went to Suntec for COMEX IT showcase..

I wanted to buy PSP but they only sell the non-modified version..hmm..while rounding, I was tempted to buy Creative Zen..the one which can watch video..but comparing with PSP, PSP can play games..heh..in the end I bought 1 SD memory card for my digicam..ahakz..

will get my PSP soon..heh..

here's a pic that we took outside Suntec..takder keje ar..heh..

peace outz!..

Oh Allah..

2007-09-02T09:03:00.000+08:00

2nd September 2007

been brooding over some issues and now I feel abit dejected..

I am happie yet somewhat nervous that POP is approaching soon..don't know why but I am really worried of where I'll be posted to after that..I've alwaes wanted to be a commander but the training seems tough..not only that, you have to be physically fit to be one..if let's say I am posted to any of the command school, the training will be during Ramadhan..can I cope with the training?..can I commit or perform Allah's commandment well?..in the first place, will I have the chance to meet Ramadhan again?..Oh Allah..

Allahumma bariklana fi sya'bana wa balighna ramadhan..

I've realised something..something that I can't do in real time, is that to please everyone..being a Muslim we are encouraged to love everyone around us..not only for our fellow brothers and sisters but also to our non-Muslim friends..

being nice is a good thing but being too nice, there's a price to pay..it's not that I am asking something in return but some people when we help them or offer them assistance, they take us for granted..I guess most of us had gone through somehow or another..

I think I posted this somewhere but nevermind..heh..neway..

friends are like trees..trees that protect and shade us from rain and sun..in times when we are down, there's a friend to lend a helping hand..in times when we are happie, there's a friend to share our joy..good friends are those who show care and concern and never will them wanna hurt you..but whatever it is, go back to Him and seek His guidance..Oh Allah, guide my beloved friends and give them strength to those who are in need..

Allahumma innaka 'afuwun tuhibbul 'aufa fa' fu'anna..

peace outz!..

Guess What?..

2007-09-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

1st September 2007

glad to be back home doing my usual stuff..ahakz..

this morning I had my IPPT test..and guess what?..what?..I got SILVER..wuhuu..
after all the hard work I've gone through and this is the end result..yeah..I so happy sia..
actually I improved alot since my previous category test..alhamdulillah..

later when I reached home, I was welcomed by my bro and mum with open arms..ooooooorrr..heh..got the best massage ever from my mum..waduh, sedapnyer..

I got this letter from Muttaqin, and guess what?..what?..I got to be Bilal for Tarawih prayers..wuhuu..
and I actually thought that I didn't made it through the test..alhamdulillah..fyi, I'll be on duty, as in Bilal, on the 14th, 17th and 20th Sept..

newayz, guess what?..what?..10 more daes to POP looooooor..ahakz..can't wait for that dae to come..but I can't be that happy for now, still got SOC test and 24km route march to go..*fingers cross*

but not to worrie, I'm gonna enjoy my weekends as much as possible..heh..

well, later I'm going to watch The Last Legion with an old friend, my secondary school friend to be exact..dah lama betoi tak jumpa nor..ahakz..

that's all for now..will update again soon yah..

peace outz!..

After..

2007-08-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

25th August 2007

today is a 'lepakz' day for me..didn't do much but here's what I did..heh..

morning went to accompany my mum and sis for breakfast at Casuarina Curry..I ate murtabak chicken with cheese..yummy..

after that I went to Muttaqin for Zohor and a private haircut..heh..this is how I look now..ahakz..

after that I went shopping around AMK Central..bought some stuff to bring back to camp..

after that at around 4.30pm I went back to Muttaqin for Bilal course..as it was our last session, we had a short test..not sure whether I made it through or not..hmm..

after Magrhib I went to MIQ for syarahan by Ust Yazid..surprisingly I fell asleep during his lecture..oops..afwan ya ust..

after that my family fetch me and we went for supper at AMK McCafe..wuhuu..I ate McSpicy..

after this need to think what to do for tomorrow..ahakz..

peace outz..

Slacking..

2007-08-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

19th August 2007

just came back this morning after regimental guard duty on Saturdae, it was a slacking but tiring experience..but luckily I got a friend who accompanied me via hp throughout my duties..thnx my dear bud..

now I have a few more hours left before booking in back..haiz..

neway, I dun feel like posting much for now..will be back soon yah..

peace outz..

YAQIN C.O.D..

2007-08-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

12th August 2007

just now I went out with my youth for C.O.D. aka Chill Out Day @ Bishan Park for some bladding..yeah, roller bladding..

it has been a long time since I last blade, I think it was during my primary or secondary time ar..heh..but surprisingly, I still knew how to blade..ahakz..

here are some vidz that I took..

peace outz!..

What to do..

2007-08-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

11th Aug 2007

every weekend I have to think of something to do to feel my time..I was really hoping for someone or manyone to ask me out rather then me asking them..sigh..heh..

neway, just came back from Bugis..went there with a friend, watched Rush Hour 3 and lepak2 pat NLB..nothing interesting happen ar..

for now need to think of what to do tomorrow..hmm..

peace outz!..

Happy Bestday Singapore..

2007-08-09T15:13:00.000+08:00

9th August 2007

this is my country, this is my flag..blah3..heh..

today marks my 1st official holidae leave from Tekong..heh..but too bad I can only enjoy it for a day, later tonight need to report back to camp..haiz..tak dapat ngok NDP sey..

neway, just wanna update you guys..

yesterdae I completed my 3-daes outfield SIT Test..finally, no more outfield..yeay!..now abit relax ar but tomorrow onwards will concerntrate more on physical training..so yah..

yesterday oso, after booking out at around 8pm ++, I initially wanted to go Muttaqin for syarahan but at the same time got another dinner gathering with NI & NYPMS at Northpoint..hmm..didn't know which to go for..in the end I decided to go for the gathering cos dah lama tak meet dorg..heh..

when I arrived, I was shocked that the food was aleady being served and alot of the senior members where there oso..namely (sisters) Khadijah, Hazirah, Mardhiah, Mariam and Mariam, Hazwani, Hawanis, Sarah, Saqinah, Ruqayyah, (brothers) Hilwan, Mohksin, Asrul, Imran, Fid, Remy, Saiful, Saddiq, Ishak..wah, what a feast..neway, while eating I got to know that the occasion is due to Sis Khadijah's depature for her further studies at Syiria tomorrow..most of us couldn't bare her leaving and not being able to meet or see her for 2 years..I didn't managed to chat with the sisters though but its okie..heh..neway, I got another friend who will be off to Syiria oso, her name is Sis Juwai..surprisingly she's oso the same batch as Sis Khadijah..going to miss them sey..

this is the group pic we took..can you find me?..heh..

last Saturdae I went for Night Walk by MIQ and An-Nahdhah mosque..it was a last minute decision though..initially I thought of just participating as a participant, but in the end I had to be a facilitator..heh..oh well..it was fun though interacting with my team members..mostly are way younger then me..heh..the same night didn't sleep much cos those who stayed overnight played our fav game, "The Tikar Game"..heh..

that's all for now..going to spend the rest of the day at home resting before booking in later at 9pm..

peace outz!..

Discomfort..

2007-07-31T03:17:00.000+08:00

31st July 2007

wondering how come I can post on a Tuesdae morning?..heh..cause I am at home, my home sweet home..

neway, I reported sick yesterdae on the 4th dae of my 6-dae field camp at Tekong..I had this discomfort attacking my tummy..maybe it was the combat ration that they issue us..heh..but really, the food bleh tahan jugak..okie2, tue tak penting sebenarnyer..heh..neway, I was accompanied by my commander to CGH for check-up..for those who didn't know, I was ill a month ago with an internal problem in my tummy..

I was really worried how if I were to be warded or had to go through opertion..luckily I didn't need to..the doctor diagnose it was piles but some say it was the action of abrasion between my butt..hmm, did I say correctly?.. you wanna know how the doctor knew that?..he went to put some microscopic instrument into my anus and 'suluh2' to check for any injuries..ouch!..pain sey..

before this I had asked a few friends who are nurses about this..one of them rendered by getting for me a 'help-to-ease-pain' cream and some 'help-to-reduce-pain' tablets..

alhamdulillah..I am okie for now..will be back in camp tomorrow morning..

peace outz!..

It's Been a Long Time..

2007-07-21T18:33:00.000+08:00

21st July 2007

It has been 1 month, 1 week and don't know how many hours I have been in Tekong..not that I hate it but time has shown how fast it can past..fuyuuuuh..

I guess I wouldn't want to babble too much on my experience..heh..

neway, on 4th July I went for my Poly graduation and it was like so 'kelam-kabot' cos I had to be back in camp by evening..haiz..didn't had a chance to chat with my friends..but it's okie..they will still be my friends no matter what..right guys?..heh..

here are some pics that I managed to take..apologies for the bad graphics..the 1st 2 are my classmates and the other 2 are my Malay friends from ME..I look dark and shiny right?..heh..

Me and Nick..

Me and Weisheng..

Me and Sufi..

Me and Hawanis..

okielah, will update again soon..

peace outz!..

A New Chapter

2007-06-14T08:23:00.000+08:00

14th June 2007

today is the day where I will be experiencing a new chapter in life..

for the past few days I have been receiving wishes, smses and warm regards from various people..telling me that they will miss me and life for them will be different without me..I felt terribly down when I heard them say that..it's like a part of me is badly needed somewhere else and I'm not physically there..you know what I mean right?..

for example, I usually help my Ust for his kuliah or work..now is like he has to find someone else to replace me..he told me this, "btw dear cuzie, seriously im gona miss u..nanti sape nak help me out?"..anyway we are related in some way ar..so yah..things will be different for those who treasure and appreciate someones effort and that the person is leaving..

then there's this adek of mine from MES Camp, his name is Kamarul, his really cute ar..he said this to me, "nanti abg Adi dah takder boring ar"..oh man..then he ask me to msg or call him whenever I got breaks..haiz..

it will be different for me as well as in being unable to help volunteer at masjid or other organisations..I'm like so used to it then aleh2 stop..heh..need to adapt to it..oh well..

just wanna request a small favour from anyone to make supplications for me and other of your friends who will be on the same journey as me..may He guide all of us, inshaAllah..

thank you guys..

"Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish".. [by John Quincy Adams]

peace outz!..
0 more days

Back to Back..

2007-06-13T08:40:00.000+08:00

13th June 2007

last weekend my youth had a 'camp' for ITE Muslim students and alhamdulillah it turn out well..that was my so called final major project before I take a short break from community work and concentrate more on NS as a practicing Muslim..

the event started abit jerky as in the participants didn't really understand what the whole event is all about..soon the main highlighted activities took place and they commented that the activities were 'fun'..anyway, the activities that we conducted were Amazing AMK Race, motivational talk, movie screening, solo night walk and other teambuilding games..it was so packed that most of us didn't had enough or no sleep..that includes me lah..heh..I was like the 'noja' patrolling around the mosque, checking on the participants..

personally the best part of all is the togetherness doing a particular task..it may be something trivial but the most important fact is that we work as a team..for example me and 2 other brothers were helping to prepare breakfast..we were hoping that the sisters would come and help but in the end they slept..so it was like 4 ++ in the morning without any sleep we started preparing..not wanting to 'action' or what, it turn out tasty..heh..oh well..

throughout the whole event I discovered some positive changes amongst the participants..that's what the event is all about, changing oneself for the betterment..

on the same day, 10 June, we also had another event..a photoshop workshop conducted by friends from The MVAC..it was like so rushing that I only had half an hour to get the venue ready etc..oh well, like I'm not used to it..heh..action sey Adi nie..okie2..that's not important..what's more important was that I was starting to doze off during the beginning of the workshop..heh..

peace outz!..
1 more day

Feeling Down

2007-06-07T18:22:00.000+08:00

7th June 2007

surpirsingly for the past few weeks I have been feeling down..don't know why ley..I think because I will be missing my normal life once I enter NS next week..exactly 7 more days sey..

I will be enlisted to Tekong Island..luckily I got a few friends that I know that will be in Tekong also..example my brother Jason 2 days after me, Azrie Silat also Tekong but don't know when, friends of other friends lagi..so yah..hopefully I won't feel bored there..heh..gonna make new friends who will be with me throughout NS life..

all the best to those going NS soon or dah masok ke..not forgetting other friends yang dah keje or going further studies ke..hopefully I won't forget you guys..inshaAllah..

peace outz!..
7 more days

Nite Cycling

2007-06-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

4th June 2007

2 days ago I went for Nite Cycling organised by 3 mosques..it started off from Al-Iman Mosque to Labrador Park and ended back to Al-Iman..

luckily my group members best2 blaka..heh..mostly I knew ar Imran, Hafiz, Firdaus & Ishak..

the journey throughout was tiring due to too many stops as in rest point..that caused most of us to loose momentum..in the end my group was the only team to reach back to Al-Iman just before Syuruk..heh..the rest prayed at Ba'alwi..overall the journey was a fun one..

surprisingly my group won the best group..heh..i guess we played the games well ar..

pics will be linked soon cause the pics I took was using my friends cam..

peace outz!..
10 more days

Dragon Boat Recreation

2007-06-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

2nd June 2007

the reason why I couldn't stay till the end for the MES Camp was due to my youth activity which I was the one leading..not forgetting my assistant Azizah for helping..

those attended were mostly Yaqinians but a few were friends of Yaqinians..sad though that a few couldn't make it..oh well..

we were suppose to start at 10am but in the end we started at around 11am..sigh..due to some technical prob that is..heh..biasalah..

it was fun eventhough it was for a short while..thanks to Mohksin who was our instructor and a friend of mine for briefing on the techniques and other stuff on dragon boat..

all together it was a fun experience..gonna wait for other opportunities and let other peeps organise plak..heh..

peace outz!..
12 more days

M.E.S. Camp 2007

2007-06-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

1st June 2007

2 days ago, 30th - 31st June Saff conducted an outdoor camp for primary 5 MWTI students, at DFAC..M.E.S. Camp, which means Math-English-Science Camp targeted for experiential outdoor learning..

the experience that I obtained really 'susah nak' describe ar..heh..for example camping with madrasah kids in an outdoor environment and really managed myself to create rapport with the kids..Alhamdulillah..

my group name was Macho Boyz and the kids are really cute ar..dah mcm adek-adek sendiri sey..11 plak tu..heh..luckily I got a partner as in a another faci..fiyuh..

being a faci and 'abang' to the kids simply changed me in how to really deel with them..we did most of the activities together as a team..

"abang gerek ar".."abang handsome ar"..those were the comments that I received from them..heh..tak sia-sia ku jadi faci..

I really enjoyed myself throughout eventhough I couldn't stay until the end..sigh..oh well..

peace outz!..

13 more days

Sick..

2007-05-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

25th May 2007

for the past few days I have been sneezing and coughing non-stop..He's testing me I guess..oh well..

just felt useless this few days..don't know why ar..have been sleeping and waking up late..have to change my routine sooner or later..all the best to me..

peace outz!..
20 more days (mcm cepat gitu)

My Crazy Weekend..

2007-05-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

21st May 2007

last Saturday was my bro's engagement ceremony..so I was like staying at home being the 'tuan rumah' entertaining guest..that was my family's first major event..heh..

relatives from Malaysia were there, sedara-sedara jauh pun ada..so many people until don't know which one to layan..heh..

my family had to work overtime to clean all the periok-belanga before returning back to the food caterer..

yesterday me and friends went to Climb Adventure for some Climb On!..heh..we were lucky that Azizah went earlier..kalu tidak sesat sey..heh..the centre is like so far from Clementi MRT..passing through coffeeshop, carparks, flats and expressway..wow..but alhamdulillah we reached there safely..heh..

the climbing centre was still under construction..they were extending the centre to make it bigger..the walls are more challenging that the old ones..you have to try it to belief it..hua4..to compare the previous and the current centre, I still prefer the old one cos its more accessible in the sense that its somewhere central..heh..

when we reached there, not many climbers were climbing..but at around 1pm ++ a group of kids celebrated a birthday party there..warauwey, so cramped up..so we could only use a few walls..sigh..oh well, but we did managed to climb most of them before the kids arrived..

here's a vid of me climbing..

at around 3pm we left and proceeded to Clementi mosque..then we went to Harbourfront food court for 'lunner' (lunch+dinner)..

after that we decided to go to Vivo City..just to accompany me since I have not been there before..sigh..heh..we went to the third level where there is a place were you can play with water..mcm best sey main-main air..heh..anyway, yang stay cuma me, Din, Nasir and Ju..so we were doing guy stuff ar..heh..to spend more time at Vivo, we decided to perform our Asar and Maghrib prayers at Vivo itself..so takyah waste time nak pegi Masjid Temenggong..mcm best gitu..heh..bila lagi nak enjoy kan..very soon dah nak masok NS, so why not..heh..

we were not done..then after that we went to Tampines to discuss on some pressing issues..then bye-bye..

here are the pics..

peace outz!
24 more days

Mum's Day..

2007-05-14T16:53:00.000+08:00

14th May 2007

I was sick the whole day yesterday..nevertheless, my family went to celebrate Mum's Day..

firstly we went for lunch at Sakura, sponsored by my Sis..then we went to Yishun Entertainment Centre, the one beside North Point, to watch Jangan Pandang Belakang..sponsored by me and my Bro..

people say the movie wasn't that frightening but, but..there were audiences who were like, "opocot bunyik!"..scene like silence then tiba-tiba ada bunyik microwave can make some people 'melatah'..heh..I thought the movie will be throughout scary but there some scene yang 'kelakar' jugak..

my review on this movie is that the effects are cool but some part was like hard to understand..example the part where the guy's jeep got breakdown in the middle of nowhere, why can't he see the 'ghost' but passerby can?..hmm..I wondered..

peace outz!..
31 more days

Friendship..

2007-05-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

10 May 2007

The sharing of joy, whether physical, emotional, psychic, or intellectual, forms a bridge between the sharers which can be the basis for understanding much of what is not shared between them, and lessens the threat of their difference. [Audre Lorde]

It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it. [W. Somerset Maugham]

a friend is something like a tree..it protects you from rain or shine..being there for you when you really need someone to turn to..

being there has taught me alot..you can never please everyone you loved and cared..no matter how close or how long your friendship lasted, the smallest pin pocked will still leave a painful mark..cherish your friends while you still can..make them feel wanted, cared and loved..

make as many friends as possible, which you might not know that person maybe the person you will spend the rest of your life with..

let's ponder..

peace outz!
35 more days

Marha-Marha..

2007-05-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

9 May 2007

just now I attended a briefing conducted by the new NYPMS committee for the freshies..I thought of just kpo-kpoing ajer..in the end I got to give a speech..haiz..oh well..

the attendees were mostly year 1s but ada jugak year 2s ar..but alhamdulillah the turnout was encouraging..

the presentation started with a brief intro bout MS..and soon it was my turn to present..shoot..I was like, "nak cakap apa sey?."..dahlah tak prepare apa-apa..heh..ouh well..tembak ajerlah..

I was to share bout the past activities during my batch..the problem with me is that I can't look at sisters for too long (mcm paham gitu)..cos the position that I facing was only at the sisters..so I was like gazing now and then ar..kalu tak paham takper, pahamkan jelah..heh..

after my turn it was back to Firdaus (the new chairman) to talk more on the society..tetiba plak there's this sister Erni, she fell while rocking her chair..heh..kecian dier..she was still smiling while trying to get up..heh..so cute..

throughout the whole presentation, there were a lot of pauses ar..so to break the silence, dengan tak malunyer I stood up and prompted them with questions ar..everytime we asked them, "do you guys have any questions?"..and they were like silent..some of them asked lah but they were the same people ajer..ouh well..

apa lagi ehk?..hmm..

eventhough there were some technical probs along the way, the whole presentation went well ar..but can be improved further..

marha-marha to the new committee..

peace outz!..
36 more days

Something New..

2007-05-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

7th May 2007

last week has been a hectic one..attended many meetings, discussions and appointments..

I was involved with a calligraffiti workshop conducted by The MVAC (Saturday) and manning of booth (Saturday & Sunday) @ Assyakirin Mosque last weekend..

for the workshop, I was to facilitate the participants on the hands-on part..luckily never kena ask hard-hard question..heh..alhamdulillah..

for the booth, it was a last minute thingy for NYPMS to think of what to sell..nevertheless we did sell some customised bookmarks, signage, activity books, balloons & henna design..allhamdulillah most of our items we sold..

there were many other booth selling food stuff & handy craft..not only that, outside the mosque compound there were other activities such as net climbing, flying fox and archery..I wanted to try them but didn't had the chance..sigh..

I was also involved in the graffiti showcase by The MVAC..it was my first time trying out, so it was a fun experience..heh..here's the final product..cool right?..

here's a video that we took..enjoy!..

anyway, there was this irritating part when me, psy & wan took a cab back on Sunday..the driver was like asking how to get there, turn left or right, turn here faster or that way faster..alamak!..this driver got licence or not?..haiz..

peace outz!..
38 more days..

Good News..

2007-04-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

30th May 2007

good news for climbers..

Climb Adventure's new centre will start operating next week, 6th May 2007..do check out their website for more info..can't wait..

peace outz!..
46 more days

My Super Packed Weekend..

2007-04-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

25th Apr 2007

it has been a week since I last post anything here..well, been away from the things I usually do..

anyway, my last weekend was fun eventhough I had many activities planned..

on Friday, 20th, I was invited to attend this Qiyam activity at An-Nahdhah Mosque..it was a last minute thingy though but it has been a long time since I attended such an activity..like usual I was on duty at Muttaqin..so I rushed back home to change and brought a few stuff along..in the end I didn't use any of them..heh..being 3 hours late, I was wondering what they might be doing at that point of time..

I liked the self-reflection part..really 'mendalam' until tears shed..sob2..really, I am not kidding..with the pitch black surrounding and the stuff that they convey was really deep..if you know what I mean ar..anyway, after we were suppose to rest or sleep..in the end we, the guys, didn't sleep..I tried to sleep but don't know why I couldn't..when time for Qiyam came, only a few attended..eh, I attended okie..heh..after that the guys started preparing breakfast..it seems odd cos the sisters were not helping..heh..

lastly before we all went back, we had a last game..The 'Tikar' Game..interesting game..it test your ability to memorise people's favourite cartoon character..can be anything though..anyway, it was fun lah..you got to try it sometime..

on that same day, 21st, I was suppose to attend a workshop at Taman Warisan but something else crop up..haiz..then around the afternoon I went to En-Naeem Mosque for a camp, organised by NurIkhwan..I wanted to stay till the next day but the next day morning I had a gathering with my nasyid group at ECP..the camp at En-Naeem was mainly on Dakwah..too bad I couldn't stay on..but I stayed till around midnight, cos my friend offered to send me back..heh..so okielah..malam2 naik motor, sejuk sey..heh..

the next day, 22nd, like I mentioned I had a gathering at ECP at 9am..I got lost finding ECP's Mac..was an hour late due to wrong info received..heh..after everyone was there, around 2pm ++, you can imagine what we were doing while waiting for the rest..but, we had fun playing chop-chilli-chop, black magic, captain's frisbee etc..here are some of the pics I took..

peace outz!..
50 more days

The Past Few Days..

2007-04-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

12th Apr 2007

at night I went for a kenduri @ Masjid Jamek Queenstown..it was for all Muslim NYP graduating students, initiated by our beloved Malay lecturers from NYPSEG..

it was to commemorate students, who will soon graduate, of their achievements attained..we started off by reciting tahlil and ended off with a small feast..

not many attended but it was worth it..which lecturers would have done that for you?..not many i assume..they not only teach us but they also doa for us..thanks to them we are where we are now..alhamdulillah..

13th Apr 2007

yesterday, like any normal Fridays, was a blessfull day for all Muslims..

for me, it was my turn on duty as the muadzin @ Al-Muttaqin Mosque..I was quite worried though cause I still had a sore throat..since the 1st time I tried being a muadzin till now, I still have this nervousness in me, although its my many months being one..heh..being in front of so many people sometimes brought goosebumps..people are watching you whether you like it or not..but I have always believed that everytime I am on duty, I have performed my best..only Allah knows..

14th Apr 2007

today I was running around from one place to another..

around 8am in the morning, I had badminton training @ Al-Muttaqin Mosque..it wasn't really a training ar, more like suka-suka ajer..heh..

then at 10am, I went to school for a NYPMS activity, which lasted till 2pm..fiyuuh..

now, I am at Al-Muttaqin for a syarahan..guess what, Sis Ayu Stong is here..heh..

15th Apr 2007

in the morning I went to mejid to do some personal office work..heh..then at around 2pm meet up with my youth @ Marsiling MRT, to attend a mosque staff's wedding..click HERE to view all the pics..

then after that we went to Causeway Point, don't know why we went there in the first place..heh..being our normal selves, we had the time of our lives..laughing and giggling non-stop as we discussed about some stuff..

that's all folks!..

peace outz!..

Back from Stong..

2007-04-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

9th Apr 2007

so soon..felt that the 4 days wasn't enough..heh..nevertheless, i did enjoy myself..alhamdulillah..

hmm, not sure whether i should share my experience here or not cause i think it wouldn't end..heh..i think the pics that i took could roughly tell you the whole journey..

click HERE to view the pics..

the pics that you had seen wasn't all of them, i only selected the nicest..heh.. maybe if you wanna know more, i can share abit ar..

here goes!..

since the event was called XPDC Ukhwwah, the main objective was to go through the journey as a team..all for one, one for all..or isit the other way round?..hmm..

it was organised by SAFF Perdaus and a total of 23 members attended..

the most disappointing thing was that we didn't managed to reach the summit of the mountain, as we did encountered some problems..but, but, we did went to enjoy the waterfalls..yahoo!..who would want to miss that..

besides that, we went through many obstacles as the terrain was challenging ar..for example, caving, boulder hopping, boulder climbing, trekking through jungles, sliding slippery routes, repelling etc..but alhamdulillah all of us managed to overcome them..

wonderful moments such as admiring the sun rising, observing Allah's creations and participating in ta'aruf activities are one of the many memorable moments that couldn't be forgotten..especially when we played this particular ta'aruf game where we were to share about ourselves and also others shooting us with hard-to-answer questions..example, "biler nak kawin?", "biler nak kawin?" and "biler nak kawin?"..funny lah that sister..

our local guide was an interesting individual..he's good at what he does..his knowledge of the forest was really outstanding..eventhough he was a bit crazy..yeah, not that crazy crazy but crazy..hmm..he told us to keep quiet while trekking but in the end he himself sang..heh..if got a chance to join Kelantan Idol, maybe he can win..keh3..anyway, thanks to him we learnt alot about the natural creations, animals living in the jungle etc..alhamdulillah..

alhamdulillah, we came back in one piece..next XPDC, Gunung Tahan..yahoo!..hopefully blom masok NS..heh..

more pics HERE..

after having some rest, around evening like that I met up with my nasyid friends for a lil' gathering @ Zam-Zam..HERE are the pics..we had so much fun posing and taking pics..typical of us..heh..enjoy!..

peace outz!..

Off to Stong..

2007-04-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

4th Apr 2007

tomorrow will be The Day..the day that i have always been waiting for..the day that i will embark a new journey..a journey to where no man has ever conquered before..where you might asked..heh..kwang3!..

tomorrow me and a group of friends will be going on an expedition to Gunung (Mount) Stong, somewhere in Kelantan Malaysia..inshaAllah it will be a 4 day 3 nights thingy..eeee, so exciting!..

i will be back with lots of pics to share with you..yeah you!..

do make doa for me and my friends yah..

peace outz!..

Maulidur Rasul..

2007-04-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

2nd April 2007

yesterday was a tiring day for me and those involved with Maulid @ Al-Muttaqin..although it started raining in the morning, it still continued drizzling throughout..ignoring the rain, the event still went on..

our nasyid was "okie2" according to our trainers..but we did our best..although there we some hiccups here and there, our trainings paid off..thnks to our vocal trainers Ust Ahmad and Ust Naufal and not forgetting Ust Rashid in helping out with percussion..

the pics will be uploaded soon..

in the night me and a few friends decided to go to Woodlands Stadium for another Maulid event..it was my first time attending such event..the stadium was packed..luckily we managed to get a first-class seat..heh..

there were performances by Hijjaz, kumpulan2 kompang and a Forum..the event dragged quite a bit..overall, the event was great..alhamdulillah..

peace outz!..

Yippie!..

2007-03-29T17:32:00.000+08:00

29th Mar 2007

today i just received a letter from school..i thought it was just another carrier opportunity letter..but..but..guess what?..what?..it was my result transcript of academic record..wuhuu!..finally i have graduated from poly..

i would to thank my mother, my family, my friends, my lecturers, my pet cat and to those who have supported me directly or indirectly..not forgetting to God who has guided me all this while..alhamdulillah..jzkllh khair..

hmm..not to be too excited though, anything can happen right?..so just doa for the best ar..the graduation will be held early July this year..

peace outz!..

What a Weekend..

2007-03-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

26th Mar 2007

on the 24th, my family and i went to Muar, Malaysia for a jemputan..it was my cousin who got married..

early2 already we all woke up to get ready to depart to Woodlands Checkpoint, cause our family car is a weekend car..so we rushed to get there before 7am..kelam-kabot sey..heh..alhamdulillah, we arrived on time..

once exited JB Checkpoint, we waited for my pakcik who was my mum's brother..the best part was, we own the same kind of car..heh..mcm twins gitu..then we went for breakfast at a nearby kopitiam..i had 3 1/2 egg pratas..keh3..its something normal for me..heh..

after our scrumptious breakfast, we went straight for the highway, where we got lost though..heh..

our first stop was at Machap R&R, where we stopped for toilet break..on our way back to the carpark, from far i saw someone like i know..yah, i knew..it was Habib Hassan Al-Atas, if that's the right spelling of his name lah..heh..with his ghamis and kopiyah, definitely he's the right person..so, yah..

at about 10++ 11am, we reached Bukit Pasir, Muar where my sedara lived..once there, can't do much but take alot of pics..heh..and also i got my sinus..so mcm tak fun ar, asek meleleh ajer hingus..

about 2++pm we decided to leave and head home cos tak tau ane nak pegi..no idea cos we ourselves were unprepared..didn't bring any extra clothing etc..so just go home lah..heh..

then at night, i decided to go to An-Nahdhah Mosque for syarahan..so yah..it was interesting though..got to know things that i didn't know..duh..

the following day, 25th March, i decided to blanja my sister and mum ngok wayang..ngok Mr Bean's Holiday!..yeah..the movie was really hilarious..i wouldn't reject if anyone would like to treat me to see the movie again..heh..

peace outz!..

Faces of MatLebai..

2007-03-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

Like Old Times..

2007-03-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

20th Mar 2007

i was doing some documenting at home when i got an sms from a friend..she asked me whether i could accompany her to visit a friend of ours at Changi Hospital..actually i was suppose to work but managed to get some time off..besides that she wanted to treat me also cos she promised me..heh..so yah..kalu tak memang tanak kuar awal2 sey..heh..

anyway, so we met at Simei MRT and went straight to the hospital..after visiting our friend, chatting with her mum while she went for some appointment, we decided to make a move cos i was suppose to be at work by 4pm and it was already 3.30pm..
oh no..not to worry..where theres a will, theres a way..pikih punyer pikih, in the end we took a cab to AMK..

after Asar we went for makan at Banquet, where she insist of treating me for everything..so while eating we talked about masing2 nyer lifes and lain2 sebagainyer..heh..

it has been quite a while since we last went out together..sayang time tak mengizinkan and we had to go our separate ways..

all the best!..

peace outz!..

Working Partime..

2007-03-19T17:46:00.000+08:00

19th Mar 2007

for the past week or so, i have been working as a noja..it was partime though cos had to relief a noja who was away on MC..

so like what noja has to do, sapu-sapu, cuci itu cuci ini, siram itu siram ini, naik turun and mcm2 lagi ar..it was an experience ar..actually i had thought of being one when i retire later..thought of spending my time at the mosque..

there was this one time i had to wait for another noja who was working night shift..it was already 9pm plus and slowly the jemaah started leaving the mosque..so i was left alone..after rounding the mosque, checking for any people yg smunyik2 ke..then i started hearing things..well, it was just my imagination ar..heh..banyak2 beristighfar..alhamdulillah..nothing happen lah..

anyway, i am still working partime as a muadzin for this week..at least got something to do..

peace outz!..

Nature Walk..

2007-03-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

11th Mar 2007

just had an activity organised by my youth..really tired sey..a total of 21 youth attended..gerek sey!..sayang yang tak dapat datang..heh..

it was hiking cum race, held at MacRitchie Reservoir..alhamdulillah all went well..

here are some of the memorable moments..

peace outz!..

MS Gathering..

2007-03-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

3rd Mar 2007

recently NYPMS had a gathering @ Pasir Ris Park..just for the seniors to know the juniors better..

here are some of the pics that i took..tak banyak ar..heh..

it was a tiring day for most of us..esp me..heh..

peace outz!..

FGD Lauch..

2007-02-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

24th Feb 2007

here are some of the pics taken at the lauch of Focus Group Discussion Series held at Sheraton Towers..

well, the event was short but meaningful..could see familiar faces..so many students from all sorts of schools were there..you name it, from madrasahs, Us, Polys and ITEs..never been to such a big event..not this big ar..somemore at a high class hotel..heh..

peace outz!..

Juat Another Day..

2007-02-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

22nd Feb 2007

i have been slacking since my poly life had ended..nothing interesting so far..been lepaking at my 2nd home, just being nosy..heh..been sleeping late, waking up late..oh no, this habit has come back..

getting a year older in a few hours time..but i still consider myself young ar..those who know me know lah..no special wishes, only hope that i could be a better da'i..

anyway, tomorrow going back to school for a short briefing, taking blazer for this coming Saturday Seminar..first time sey got a chance to wear a blazer with a school logo somemore..heh..

gtg..

peace out!..

Stress-Free..

2007-02-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

16th Feb 2007

all praises to Allah..

just finished my final year exams yesterday..fiyuh..can rest my head for a few months before NS..heh..

now comes another problem..what to do during the vacation..haiz..what can i do ehk?..have been thinking about that..any suggestions?..the few things that i can think of is to sebok2 at mejid and exercise every morning..keh3..whoever wants to ask me out, please do so yah..heh..

anyway, i managed to borrow a friend's bike..so i thought of cycling every morning somewhere near my place ar..wanna get back my fitness back..heh..actually kn, i have noticed for the past few days when i go cycling in the morning at Bishan Park, that there were not many Malays..well, i like to observe people..heh..where are the Malays?..hmm..

coming up also a few events that i will be partaking just to get some exposure..besides that, my youth organisation will also be organising some activities..so yah, basically trying to keep myself occupied..

peace out!..

Hijrah Walk - Mission Accomplished..

2007-02-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

10th Feb 2007

been tired for the past few weeks..stressed out with studies and abit 'pening' here and there..well, it's part of the procees of life..

anyway, the planning went back way back, not that long lah, about a month ago ar..meetings after meetings..discussions after discussions..late nights after late nights..

the event started and ended smoothly, alhamdulillah..eventhough what we planned wasn't implemented, it's still a success..

would like to thank those in the committee and also the volunteers who had helped out before, during and after the event..without you guys the event might not have been a success..

sowie guys, too tired to think of what else to say..will continue posting after my final exams, which is next week..heh..left with tomorrow to do my last minute revision for 3 modules..sigh..i need a miracle sey..do make supplications for me yah..thanx guys!..

peace out!..

Buat Renungan Bersasma..

2007-02-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

1st Feb 2007

Buat renungan bersama..

“..Ketika itu hati tidak nampak yang lain kecuali apa yang dicintainya..Lupalah diri pada pencipta cinta kerana terlalu asyik dengan cinta yang dikurniakanNya.”..

Bagaimanakah pula perasaan kita agaknya jika seseorang itu begitu leka dengan hadiah yang diberikan hingga terlupa bersalaman dan berterima kasih dengan pemberinya?..

Allah swt kerap dipinggirkan dalam hubungan cinta terlarang..Seolah-olah cinta dan pencipta cinta itu sudah tidak ada kaitan antaranya..Hukum ALLAH swt dilanggar bukan dengan rasa bersalah tetapi dengan rasa manis dan megah..Tangan kekasih dipegang walaupun jelas ALLAH swt mengharamkan sentuhan antara lelaki dan perempuan yang bukan muhrim..Tergamak berdua-duaan di tempat sunyi walaupun sudah diperingatkan Nabi bahawa dalam keadaan itu syaitan adalah pihak ketiga..Lebih dari itu pun banyak berlaku..Semuanyanya seolah-olah halal kerana cinta..Racun-racun berbisa yang memusnahkan cinta telah dianggap sebagai baja..Akhirnya pohon cinta terlarang pun berbuah..Buah yang pahit, masam dan memabukkan..Ketika itu indahkah cinta?..

Peraturan cinta bagai tanda-tanda dan lampu isyarat di atas jalan raya..Kereta diciptakan dengan kuasa untuk bergerak tetapi pergerakkannya perlu diatur dan dikawal..Jika tidak, dengan kuasa itu akan berlakulah perlanggaran dan pertembungan..Begitulah cinta, ia adalah kuasa tetapi kuasa itu perlukan peraturan dan kawalan..Apakah peraturan-peraturan dalam hubungan cinta?..Hendaklah cinta kita itu didasarkan kepada cinta ALLAH swt..Ertinya cinta yang kita berikan kepadanya semata-mata kerana mengharapkan keredhaan ALLAH swt..ALLAH swt memberikan kita fitrah itu lalu niatkan dengan fitrah itu boleh menghampirkan diri kita kepada ALLAH swt..

Cintailah sesiapa pun, tetapi pastikan cinta itu dapat memudahkan kita mencintai ALLAH swt..Sehubungan dengan itu, cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan mestilah diniatkan untuk ALLAH swt..Soalnya bagaimana?..

Iringilah dengan niat untuk segera berkahwin kerana berkahwin itu lebih memudahkan seorang lelaki atau seorang perempuan menyempurnakan agamanya..Rasulullah saw bersabda,
"Apabila seseorang itu berkahwin, sempurnalah separuh agamanya, tinggal lagi separuh untuk disempurnakannya."..Semoga perkahwinan yang dibina adalah semata-mata kerana ALLAH swt, dengan tujuan untuk membina rumahtangga muslim, melahirkan keturunan soleh dan solehah, keluarga yang sanggup memikul amanah & dapat melaksanakan segala hukum dan perintah ALLAH swt..Semoga dengan perkahwinan itu juga akan dapat menjaga pandangannya, kehormatan dirinya serta hati dan juga perasaannya supaya sentiasa tunduk dan takut pada ALLAH swt, di samping dapat beribadat dan bertaqwa kepada ALLAH swt..

Oleh itu, usahlah bercinta sekadar untuk bersuka-suka..Lebih buruk lagi janganlah ada niat-niat yang jahat dalam bercinta sama ada didorong oleh hasutan nafsu atau pujukan syaitan..Jika tidak ada niat untuk berkahwin, cinta sudah pasti bukan kerana ALLAH swt..Hakikatnya cinta itu adalah cinta terlarang yang akan membawa kemusnahan pada sebelah pihak atau kedua-duanya sekali..Cinta jenis ini seburuk namanya - Cinta Monyet! Hendaklah dipastikan semasa menjalin hubungan cinta tidak ada hukum ALLAH swt yang dilanggar..Antaranya, tidak ada pergaulan bebas, tidak ada pendedahan aurat, tidak ada pengabaian perkara asas seperti meninggalkan sembahyang, puasa dan lain-lain..

Hubungan cinta jangan sampai terjerumus dalam perkara yang melalaikan dan merugikan..Maka, remaja tidak seharusnya mengeluh, "Cinta apa namanya ini jika tiada dating, tiada perbualan telefon maraton..atau bahasa remajanya 'bergayut', tiada surat cinta, tiada sentuhan tangan, tanpa kerlingan dan senyuman?..Yakinlah, tidak ada keindahan dengan melanggar peraturan Tuhan..

Putus cinta dan kecewa bercinta yang begitu dominan dalam kehidupan remaja adalah disebabkan racun-racun cinta yang disangka baja ini..Justeru banyaklah cinta yang gagal disambung di alam perkahwinan dan lebih banyak yang putus tanpa sempat menempuh perkahwinan..Allah swt Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Menyayangi..Segala peraturanNya buat dengan rasa cinta terhadap hambaNYA..Cinta suci mampu tumbuh tanpa semua itu..Dan cinta itu pasti akan membawa ke gerbang perkahwinan untuk bercinta lagi dengan seribu keindahannya..Bahkan jika diizinkan oleh takdirNya, cinta itu akan terus bersambung ke alam akhirat..Suami yang soleh dan isteri yang solehah akan bercinta lagi di syurga-empat pertama yang melahirkan cinta..

Ketika itulah FITRAH akan menjadi ANUGERAH!..

peace out!..

Juat Another Day..

2007-01-31T12:17:00.000+08:00

31st Jan 2007

this week, a lot of things to be done..presentation, lab test, common test, deadlines, blah blah blah..

anyway, yesterday suppose to have a recce for Hijrah Walk which will be a collaboration between 2 mosques..ended up dicussing on the games ajer..that also took us a solid 2-3 hours of cracking our heads..waw!..for those didn't know, the Hijrah Walk will be on the 10th of Jan 2007..

this Friday, got a ceremony for MS..going to hand over our post as committee members to the new committee..its like so fast sey..pejam-kelip, pejam-kelip dah 3 years in poly..and will be leaving soon..hopefully that is..heh..inshaAllah..

i have been hooked with photoshop sey..been using it almost everyday..don't know why but i am beginning to enjoy playing with it..it started way back..cey..nolah..actually it was late last year i started using photoshop, just to explore what it can do ar..so i began exploring here and there, tried doing simple shapes, khat designs etc etc..then up sikit and engendered some posters..for my own lah..taklah lawa sangat kan..so, yah..hopefully after poly before NS, i will be able to create more stuff using photoshop..inshaAllah..

lastly, i really hope that i will be able to go somewhere, not singapore of cause, maybe Malaysia, just to relax myself before i enter NS..tue pon tak tau bila sey..but to think of it, better i go in the earlier the better..so got more time to think of what i am gonna do after that..hmm..maybe work..or maybe futher my studies..but that really depends on myself ar..i taught of taking up religious studies somewhere..maybe in Malaysia..dunnoe yet lah..still thinking..

anyway, all the best to those having their exams, FYP and attachments..hang in there aite?..

peace out!..

Been Busy..

2007-01-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

29th Jan 2007

been busy the past few days..exams coming, presentation tomorrow, youth projects, deadlines to meet, this, that..yada yada..yah, so apologies for not regularly updating my blog..

this morning i had a lab test..wah piang eh!..so susah..i just did what i could and just hope for the best..

after that i went for my 2nd medical check-up appointment..had to skip all my other lectures sey..haiz..so more its the period where we get tips for our up-coming exams..sigh..

anyway, i had to reach CMPB by 1.20pm..but i was so early sey, 12.30pm i reached liao..so i did had a short nap ar..been do tired and busy lately..

when my turn came, i was ready to inform that my left ear is still blocked with a lot of wax..but in the end i didn't inform them..why, you might ask..they were going to put some solution in my ear, so tak sempat ar nak bilang..heh..when they checked my ear, they told me that the wax are still there, no improvements..so they need to clear the wax for me ar..they used some kind of injection tools with some kind of liquid inside it..it felt like water gushing into my ear sey..actuallly it was lah..heh..but it was painful ar, can feel the needle pocking into my eardrum..pain sey..they did to my right ear first and, and you know what?..what?..they showed me the wax inside my ear..it was like, eeyeeeer!..so long and ugly..keh3..and my left ear was worst..they had to clean a few times first before they could dig out the wax..and you know what?..what?..the wax was like so big sey..heh..can't describe how it looks like ar..but i did request to bring back the ear wax, just to prove that the wax really exists..heh..disgusting right?..

so here i am at mejid having a short break before i start back doing the stuff i had to do..

peace out!..

Dream Fable..

2007-01-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

24th Jan 2007

"Your prayers are your light;

Your devotion is your strength;

Sleep is the enemy of both.

Your life is the only opportunity that life can give you.

If you ignore it, if you waste it,

You will only turn to dust."

by Rabi'ah al Adawiyya