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21st September 2007

alhamdulillah, been expecting SISPEC..

got to know that most of my platoonmates also kena SISPEC..hamdan lillah, got familiar friends..heh..

now left a few more daes to prepare myself..this will be another chapter for me, another challenge in life..

may He guide me through, inshaAllah..

peace outz!..

Dilemma..

19th September 2007

argghhh!..sesungguhnyer aku berpuasa..heh..

I am now being put up with a very, very difficult situation..

this weekend I have 3 events happening concurrently which I wanna attend to all of them but, but I guess I can't right?..how I just feel that I wanna split myself into 3..argghhh..

now I feel bad cause many of my friends are asking me out for all of the events..I guess I shouldn't have made my decision too abruptly..if only I could go back in time..ahakz..

Oh Allah..

peace outz!..

5th Ramadhan..

17th September 2007

nothing much happen todae..

just that todae for porridge distribution abit kalang kabot due to the uncooperative perioks that I need to wash..heh..

the perioks were left behind with keraks..so it was hard to srcub them away..in the end I had to rendamkan with water until it softens..but that already took a long time sey so I had stay abit longer than normal just to wait for it..but alhamdulillah I managed to finish cleaning 3 out of 4 perioks..the last one had to wait till after terawih..

takder keje amek gambar perioks..



newayz, just now was my second attempt as a bilal terawih..this time I got help from my Ust..he helped me to recite the qasidah cause I still have yet to get the tunning right..heh..but all together I think I did perform well ar..hamdan lillah..

peace outz!..

Lagu Arab Yg Mempunyai 1000 Makna..

15th September 2007

my sis send me this vid..very touching..



peace outz!..

2nd Ramadhan..

14th September 2007

this morning I got a call from my ust and he said that todae was my duty for bilal Jumaat..hmm..yah hor, every 2nd Fridae of the month..but that was before I entered NS..well, I guess they missed my azan..ahakz..

newayz, the only thing that I was nervous about was when I had to face the jemaah for the first time and convey a hadith about keeping quiet and listen to the khutbah, which was implemented quite recently..so I had to ar..I was like, hmm..but surprisingly I was okie, as in not gementar or anything..hamdan lillah..

after that, as per normal, I helped out for porridge distribution and also my perioks were waiting for me..4 of them to be precise..heh..

drumroll pleaseeeee!..*making some sounds*
the time has come..what time?..jeng jeng jeng..the time for me to go infront and no turning back..heh..tak tahu kn apa kita bualkn?..heh..yup2, some of you might have guessed it right..time for me to be the bilal for terawih..and not only that, with Dr Yacoob and Hj Alami Musa by my side..ahakz..seramz sey..

newayz, I was feeling abit uncomfortable cause I was squeezed between to other bilals sey..heh..at some point of time where I was required to recite some verse, one of the bilal kept on reciting for me..so I got distracted ar..and also I lost a small portion of my voice from Jumaat prayer tadi..agak terpekik kuat sangat kot..heh..

wal hamdulillah, I was confident enough to made it through, eventhough I knew I could have performed better..

guessed what?..what?..she was there..and I thought she wouldn't cause she said she got her shoulders injured and I told her to rest at home..you really gave me a surprise..somehow I sense that your presence did gave me some moral support to do well..heh..

for now, need to memorise the bacaan for 17th and 20th..

peace outz!..

1st Ramadhan..

13th September 2007

todae was a tiring dae..don't know why but I felt tired..heh..

as some of you might have known, todae was my first dae at work..working as a 'tukang cuci periok' at Muttaqin..sounds easy but you got to try it sey..3 big periok, washed by one person..ghee..but I think most probably they will add 1 more from tomorrow onwards cause many jemaah didn't get their share of porridge..3 + 1 = 4 BIG PERIOKS..waaaaw!..

neway, talking about porridge, usually for the first few daes ramai akan amek bubur pat masjid..that's why tadi tak cukup..it was like sap-sup-sap-sup dah abes sey..I myself tak sempat amek sey..heh..

hmm, fyi, tomorrow Hj Alami Musa and Dr Yacoob will be terawih-ing at Muttaqin..and guess what?..what?..I'm on duty as bilal..aaaaaaaaaaaarh..seramz sey..neway, to all my friends who wish to come down to Muttaqin, you are encouraged not to..ahakz..paisey sey nanti..

hopefully will get a chance to take some pics with them tomorrow..

peace outz!..

Cool Vid..

13th September 2007

I was blog hopping when I came across this video..it was a video taken during the NYPMSN Amazing Race @ Sentosa early this month..cool video..enjoy peeps!..



p/s: don't forget to pause my Featured Songs to enjoy the vid..heh..

peace outz!..

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan..

12th September 2007

just finished my 1st terawih prayer at Muttaqin..it has been a long time though..

I think I'm lucky enough to be here to perform my prayers in a mosque for about 2 weeks..for some of my friends who are still in Tekong, may He guide you..inshaAllah..

it feels like the last Ramadhan was just a few daes ago..but surprisingly, it's here again..another month were all Muslims;

- restraining the stomach from the break of the fast;
- restraining the jawarih (the other body parts); for instance the mouth must avoid backbiting, slander, and lies; the eyes should avoid looking into things considered by the Lawgiver as unlawful; the ears must stop from listening to conversation, words, songs, and lyrics that spoil the spirit of fasting; and
- restraining of the heart and mind from indulging themselves in other things besides dhikir, Allah (remembrance of Allah)..

seems too much for us to observe but let us try our best to perform better than the previous Ramadhan..inshaAllah..

as per previous years during this blessful month, I will be rendering at Muttaqin for porridge distribution and other technical support stuff..heh..not forgetting also I will be working there as 'tukang cuci periok' and bilal for terawih..ahakz..alhamdulillah, 2 weeks of volunteering should be more than enough to occupy my free time..heh..

here's a well wishing for all my Muslim friends out there, have a great Ramadhan..ahakz..

peace outz!..

POP loooo..

11th September 2007

POP looooo!..newayz, this morning I had my BMT graduation..the 4-dae rehearsal seems much-much longer than the real thing..heh..here are some of the pics that my bro took..

peace outz!..

Wuhuu!..

9th September 2007

*eyes half opened*

been very tired for the past week..

had our 24km route march on Wednesdae and GP rehearsal for POP on Thursdae to Saturdae..fiyuh..didn't thought I could have made it through for the 24km route march..but alhamdulillah..

the 3-dae GP rehearsal wasn't that tiring but the weather was super hot sey..I think you guys won't recognise me..heh..

talking bout the route march, I was really surprised to discover how caring my platoonmates were..during some part of the march, I started to feel uneasy with the heavy load on my shoulders..surprisingly my friends started assisting me without me asking them..I mean, that's super sweet of them sia..heh..after that I told myself, if they can do it without assistance, so can I..heh..

I really need motivation when it comes to route marches..cos I tend to shack easily, especially the temptation to fall out..heh..luckily I got platoonmates to encourage me to finish it till the end and also not forgetting a long-distance motivation..ahakz..thanx awak..

neway, fyi 11th Sept will be my POP date..

yesterdae went out with her, just wanna meet up and lepak-menyepak ajer..heh..we talked and shared bout stuff..felt better after meeting her..dun wanna talk too much bout that..heh..

p/s: all the best for your competition awak..

peace outz!..

Craving for PSP..

2nd September 2007

just now went out to meet my poly friends..we went to Suntec for COMEX IT showcase..

I wanted to buy PSP but they only sell the non-modified version..hmm..while rounding, I was tempted to buy Creative Zen..the one which can watch video..but comparing with PSP, PSP can play games..heh..in the end I bought 1 SD memory card for my digicam..ahakz..

will get my PSP soon..heh..

here's a pic that we took outside Suntec..takder keje ar..heh..

peace outz!..

Oh Allah..

2nd September 2007

been brooding over some issues and now I feel abit dejected..

I am happie yet somewhat nervous that POP is approaching soon..don't know why but I am really worried of where I'll be posted to after that..I've alwaes wanted to be a commander but the training seems tough..not only that, you have to be physically fit to be one..if let's say I am posted to any of the command school, the training will be during Ramadhan..can I cope with the training?..can I commit or perform Allah's commandment well?..in the first place, will I have the chance to meet Ramadhan again?..Oh Allah..

Allahumma bariklana fi sya'bana wa balighna ramadhan..

I've realised something..something that I can't do in real time, is that to please everyone..being a Muslim we are encouraged to love everyone around us..not only for our fellow brothers and sisters but also to our non-Muslim friends..

being nice is a good thing but being too nice, there's a price to pay..it's not that I am asking something in return but some people when we help them or offer them assistance, they take us for granted..I guess most of us had gone through somehow or another..

I think I posted this somewhere but nevermind..heh..neway..

friends are like trees..trees that protect and shade us from rain and sun..in times when we are down, there's a friend to lend a helping hand..in times when we are happie, there's a friend to share our joy..good friends are those who show care and concern and never will them wanna hurt you..but whatever it is, go back to Him and seek His guidance..Oh Allah, guide my beloved friends and give them strength to those who are in need..

Allahumma innaka 'afuwun tuhibbul 'aufa fa' fu'anna..

peace outz!..

Guess What?..

1st September 2007

glad to be back home doing my usual stuff..ahakz..

this morning I had my IPPT test..and guess what?..what?..I got SILVER..wuhuu..
after all the hard work I've gone through and this is the end result..yeah..I so happy sia..
actually I improved alot since my previous category test..alhamdulillah..

later when I reached home, I was welcomed by my bro and mum with open arms..ooooooorrr..heh..got the best massage ever from my mum..waduh, sedapnyer..

I got this letter from Muttaqin, and guess what?..what?..I got to be Bilal for Tarawih prayers..wuhuu..
and I actually thought that I didn't made it through the test..alhamdulillah..fyi, I'll be on duty, as in Bilal, on the 14th, 17th and 20th Sept..

newayz, guess what?..what?..10 more daes to POP looooooor..ahakz..can't wait for that dae to come..but I can't be that happy for now, still got SOC test and 24km route march to go..*fingers cross*

but not to worrie, I'm gonna enjoy my weekends as much as possible..heh..

well, later I'm going to watch The Last Legion with an old friend, my secondary school friend to be exact..dah lama betoi tak jumpa nor..ahakz..

that's all for now..will update again soon yah..

peace outz!..