Food for Thought..

27th October 2007

just felt like sharing..

"Happiness is not so much in having as sharing. We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.." (quoted by Norman MacEwan)

I guess sharing would be the best way to know a person better..what do you guys think?..hmm..

usually when we got problems, we tend to share them with someone..be it your family, friends, loved ones, teachers etc..no matter how far we swim, the ocean is never ending..same goes to problems..no matter how far we run away, problems are bound to befall us..

by sharing or letting it out to someone, we will feel much better..be it something personal or not, maybe you just simply wanna share..

the listener usually listens and then advices, eventhough the problem might not be solved..at least someone is there to lend a listening ear to your problems and sorrows..but this also depends on whom you are sharing it with..that can be another problem..heh..

running away from problems may not be the best solution for some people..cause I know of some people who runs away from them but in the end live a normal life..but usually for us who simply wanna relief ourselves from the pressing problem, a friend is alwaes a call away..

in conclusion, by going through and sharing hardship and difficulties or in this case problems, will make us a stronger person..

peace outz!..

Sick and Uncertain..

26th October 2007

SICK..

"how I wish I was sick.." nah, amek ko obat..heh..betol-betol sakit sey..

I started feeling unwell 2 daes ago, coughing and a slight flu..I couldn't sleep well cause was coughing and coughing..then yesterdae during my IPPT test, I felt that my head was going to burst but I still pushed on with my 2.4km run..and guess what?..what!..I got silver..wakakakaa..okie-okie, that's not important..

after the test, I felt my body steaming up..took my temperature (38.5) and reported sick soon after..it wasn't a plan for me to get sick but coincidentally it was a Thursdae and the next dae is Fridae..so what am I trying to say?..I have a long weekend..wuhuu..ahakz..

since I am unwell and unfit for duities, I need to regain back what I lost for the past few weeks, that's sleep of cause..heh..

after a long wait, finally I am able to perform my Jumaah prayer..it has been many many weeks since I last went..haiz, I am weak as usual..

UNCERTAIN..

it's easy to fall in love but never easy sustaining it, especially for me..

like some people say, actions speak louder than words..words can't describe how much you love the person..showing your affection, care and concern is alwaes by action..

sometimes I wonder whether I am good enough for her..whether I can be there for her in times of need, whether I can be a responsible husband in the future etc..I guess time will tell..

no doubt 10 years was a very long wait, but one thing I belief in is that patience will bring us good in the future..whether its worth waiting or not, we will leave it to Him to decide..one thing for sure is that I have faith in us..

p/s: all the best for your interview..

peace outz!..

Rayer Oh Rayer..

20th October 2007

amcm brothers and sisters, ada bagus tak?..dah banyak collection?..heh..haiz, this year lemau sey..ahakz..hmm, pejam-kelip pejam-kelip dah seminggu rayer ehk..how I wish I could go visiting with you guys mcm dulu..heh..

newaez, I was called by my ust to join bilal-bilal lain for takbir the night before rayer..and that was my first time takbir-ring at mesjid..what a feeling..heh..

as usual, for solat hari rayer I was on duty at Muttaqin as crowd-controller..this year nothing much hapen, no problems encountered alhamdulillah..

my 1st dae nyer jalan rayer was hapening ar..heh..practically spent the whole dae with my family..

here are some of the pics..

for 2nd dae plak still with family ar tp not many houses we went to visit..because had to rush back home to go back camp..heh..but, guess what?..what!..the last house we went to was her house..it was like a last minute thing sey..seram pon ader, segan pon ader..heh..but alhamdulillah, got positive comments from her family..ahakz..

inshaAllah, next weekend I will be going out with my youth for jalan rayer..can't wait to meet up with them..rindu sey..heh..

till we meet again guys..

peace outz!..

Missing in Action..

12th October 2007

chak baaa!..heh..

"mana si MatLebai nie?"..

alhamdulillah I am still here..ahakz..

been busy and tired since I started my specialist course..3 weeks had passed, many many months left..heh..

it was really tough though for this few weeks due to lack of water consumption during trainings..maklumlah, sesungguhnya aku berpuasa..heh..

newayz, some of you might have been wondering why the change in my blog..well, since I was busy, I asked a friend of mine to help edit my blog..heh..nielah hasilnyer..ahakz..

peace outz!..